I saw you sitting, waiting for the moment to leave
Holding it together for the time in between
You haven't found your purpose yet, it's starting to seem
There's nothing left to find and only shit left to see
And I know why
Big
'Cause I've been reading 'bout the things that I hate
Heeding the expiry, privately love the taste
Hate to see a murder, but I can't look away
Rubberneck the shooter just to mock their mistakes
And I feel fine
Lately
I've been bored
I need something I've never felt before
And take me back
To when I was young
I need something I've never felt before
I've been chasing flower lately
It's been a couple weeks since mary last said she missed me
Try to make her smile without exposing her teeth
Clamouring to heaven, baby, please, God forgive me
One day you will see what I mean
Aiming down the barrel of a lit remedy
We act like AB positive, it's sickening me
Never need to give, and universally received
And I know why
Lately
Well, I've been bored
I need something I've never felt before
And take me back
When I was young
I need something I've never felt before
Waiting
On your call
Say something I've never heard before
And what you gave
He wanted more
I need something I've never felt before
I stay awake
Miss every single day
They're all the same, they're all the same
They're all the same, they're all the same
I stay awake
Miss every single day
Oh, they're all the same, they're all the same
They're all the same, they're all the same, oh
And you're not scared of what you don't know
Everything's a circus or a shit puppet show
I could spend a weekend watching shock videos
On my laptop
And it would feel better than the thought of
You
