Never thought it would be so hard
I grew up without a scar
Just living my life with no big worries
And I’ve always known what I want
Just didn’t know what can’t belong
Finding myself I'm much less happy
Back in the days
I used to dream about one day
Life so amazing
Have everyone judging me
Don’t wanna care about them
Though it hurts so bad
I wanna stay wide open
Cause if I shut down
It just gives them right
I wanna stay wide open
(Ooh ooh ooh ooh)
(Ooh ooh ooh ooh)
I wanna stay wide open
Can’t stand to hear more today
Gonna lock my door and stay
Inside away
Until I'm safe again
I had nothing more to put on
I'm defeated and withdrawn
Just trying to understand
Where it went wrong
Always believed
That nothing good in life was free
But it's overwhelming
How people can hate on me
Don’t wanna care about them
Though it hurts so bad
I wanna stay wide open
Cause if I shut down
It just gives them right
I wanna stay wide open
(Ooh ooh ooh ooh)
(Ooh ooh ooh ooh)
I wanna stay wide open
No one can break me
No one can bring me down
I wanna be where I'm safe and sound
Don’t wanna care about them
Though it hurts so bad
I wanna stay wide opeeen
Don’t wanna care about them
Though it hurts so bad
I wanna stay wide open
Cause if I shut down
It just gives them right
I wanna stay wide open
