The first time I tasted somebody else's spit
 
 I had a coughing fit
 
 I mistakenly called them by your name
 
 I was let down, it wasn't the same
 
  
  I'm doing fine
 
 Trying to derail my one track mind
 
 Regaining my self-worth in record time
 
 But I can't help but think
 
 Of your other in the bed that was mine
  
 
 Am I a masochist
 
 Resisting urges to punch you in the teeth?
 
 Call you a bitch and leave?
 
 Why did I come here?
 
 To sit and watch you stare at your feet?
 
 What was the plan?
 
 Absolve your guilt and shake hands?
  
 
 I feel no need to forgive but I might as well
 
 But let me kiss your lips so I know how it felt
 
 Pay for my coffee and leave before the Sun goes down
 
 Walk for hours in the dark feeling all hell
  
 
 Don't hold your breath
 
 Forget you ever saw me at my best
 
 You don't deserve what you don't respect
 
 Don't deserve what you say you love and then neglect
  
 
 Now bite your tongue
 
 It's too dangerous to fall so young
 
 Take back what you said
 
 Can't lose what you never had
  
 
 I feel no need to forgive but I might as well
 
 But let me kiss your lips so I know how it felt
 
 Pay for my coffee and leave before the Sun goes down
 
 Walk for hours in the dark feeling all hell
  
 
 You got a nine to five, so I'll take the night shift
 
 And I'll never see you again if I can help it
 
 In five years I hope the songs feel like covers
 
 Dedicated to new lovers
  
 
 You got a nine to five, so I'll take the night shift
 
 And I'll never see you again if I can help it
 
 In five years I hope the songs feel like covers
 
 Dedicated to new lovers
  
 
 You got a nine to five, so I'll take the night shift
 
 And I'll never see you again if I can help it
 
 In five years I hope the songs feel like covers
 
 Dedicated to new lovers