I've been going out almost every night
I've been drinking everything I can get my hands on
I pretend I have fun
And do you remember the nights I called you up?
I was so fucked up, I forgot we were broken up
I still love you, you stupid fuck
But you don't look at me, you don't talk to me
And I know it's 'cause you're weak, baby
You feel guilty, it's pathetic, mm
And everyone says to me
"Missy, you're so strong"
But what if I don't wanna be?
And everyone says to me
"Missy, how do you stand?"
There's so much you don't see
I was getting swept into emptiness
I was taking time, I was practicing living with regret
Something you're so good at
At the end of the night, I am walking home
I pretend that I was wet, wanting them
No means please stop, I need to be alone
And everyone says to me
Missy, you're so strong
But what if I don't wanna be?
And everyone says to me
Missy, how do you stand?
There's so much you don't see
I push you down, I drink to drown, I am alone
I push you down, I drink to drown, I am alone
I push you down (Everyone gather 'round)
I drink to drown (I have the answer now)
I am alone (I have the answer now)
I push you down (Everyone gather 'round)
I drink to drown (I have the answer now)
I am alone (I have the answer now)
