I'm turning 18 and I'm scared of life
I'm feeling sad because my house just sold
I wish you felt the way I feel my love
Things are changing and I feel so old
But I am here to live my life
Getting fucked up every night
Paint a picture of the friend
That you let inside your bed
And it's stuck inside my brain
All the things you used to say
And I'm scared to sing on stage
And I feel like half my age
And I feel like I'm without
All the things that make me glad
All the times and things we shared
They just make me really sad
And I feel like I'm a ghost
Like my body is the host
But I'm trapped inside my head
Always wishing I was dead
Just turned 18 and I'm scared of life
I'm feeling sad because my house just sold
I wish you felt the way I feel my love
Things are changing and I feel so old
But there is something in the water here
And there is something in the air I breathe
And there is something in these cold old walls
And there is hope inside my torn up jeans
And there is something in the water here
And there is something in the air I breathe
And there is something in these cold old walls
And there is hope inside my torn up jeans
