I'm running now with both eyes closed 
 I never look to fend off blows 
 Can't see behind me, I can't see ahead 
 Sometimes I think I'm better off dead 
    Reality is killing me 
 Do you know the way I feel 
 Reality is killing me 
 I can't close my eyes or turn away   
 They're raising the price of life at will 
 I'm trying to pay off last month's bills 
 What I once trusted is now corrupt 
 I'm in such a fucking rut