In my head
Let it begin, push it away, but it's pulling me in
Try to pretend, I'm not aware when I do it again
I know the signs, I see the pattern in front of my eyes
Something inside me opens up wide, stretching and coming alive
I can't stop it when it starts
Trying not to fall apart
Building up until it all goes dark
In my head, I can feel it getting closer
In my head, breathing heavy on my shoulder
And I'm trying to fake it, but there's no way to escape it
In my head, buried underneath the noises
In my head, there's a million little voices
Saying: You'll never make it, and there's no way to escape it
In my head
Coming around, thoughts are intruding, I'm pushing 'em down
Stopping it now, blocking out, in fact I'm blocking it out
Holding too tight, kidding myself, turn a wrong into right
Thief in the night, I've been the one putting gas in the lights
I can't stop it when it starts
Trying not to fall apart
Building up until it all goes dark
In my head, I can feel it getting closer
In my head, breathing heavy on my shoulder
And I'm trying to fake it, but there's no way to escape it
'Cause I'm swirling in the panic of a shaking confidence
No, I don't have an answer when the questions don't make sense
In my head, I can feel it getting closer
In my head, breathing heavy on my shoulder
And I'm trying to fake it, but there's no way to escape it
In my head, buried underneath the noises
In my head, there's a million little voices
Saying: You'll never make it, and there's no way to escape it
In my head
