Show me what you want to give me
Cause I don't wanna think and wait forever
And it just doesn't seem to make things better
Knowing that you will be counting on me
When I'm just stuck in routines
That make me less of what I can be
Can someone turn off the lights so God won't see
When I'm on the floor hesitating to think
And you're still around just talking to me
But I can't say, I can't say
What you wanna know from me
That I don't even fall asleep
Because I don't want to dream
And see the best part of me
When I don't know if I can ever be
Someone new away from all of me
If I could, then I'd give everything to be just here
In the time, in the moment, back to where
But I can't think, and I don't know
And I can't find out the reasoning
And honest to God, I'll give you my word
I want it back, I want my health
So much I'll beg, and just ask that
But I don't think that you will answer that, truthfully
I couldn't tell if I had attention
I wanted balance in all this tension
I couldn't love her when I was sober
'Cause that's not me
Can someone turn off the lights so God won't see
When I'm on the floor hesitating to think
And you're still around just talking to me
But I can't say, I can't say
What you wanna know from me
That I don't even fall asleep
Because I don't want to dream
And see the best part of me
When I don't know if I can ever be
Someone new away from all of me
If I could, then I'd give everything to be just here
Oh, oh
