You say you like blonde 
 I cut my hair dress it 
 Paint my lips take, cause you like it better 
 Write me shitty songs 
 But I'll learn every word 
 And I'll pretend their the best I have heard 
 Lying to myself, it won't end well 
 Oh, well hear I go again 
    I hate who I become 
 When I fall in love 
 Oh, what have I done? 
 You got me feeling 
 Yucky, yucky, yucky, and it's twisting up my tummy 
 Got me acting kind of funny, 'cause I wanna make you love me 
 Yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky 
 Twisting up my tummy, yeah, you got me feeling yucky 
 Yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky 
 Twisting up my tummy, yeah, you got me feeling yucky   
 Now I ghosted all my friends (ah, ah) 
 Don't wanna tell them where I've been (ah, ah) 
 Boy, I'm fucking with my head 
 But I'm kinda into it 
 How I do it all again 
 I'ma mess, I'ma mess, I'ma   
 I hate who I become 
 When I fall in love 
 Oh, what have I done? 
 You got me feeling 
 Yucky, yucky, yucky, and it's twisting up my tummy 
 Got me acting kind of funny, 'cause I wanna make you love me 
 Yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky (ew) 
 Twisting up my tummy, yeah, you got me feeling yucky 
 Yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky, yucky 
 Twisting up my tummy, yeah, you got me feeling yucky   
 Lying to myself, it won't end well 
 Lying to myself, it won't end well 
 Lying to myself, it won't end well 
 Lying to myself, it won't end well   
 Lying to myself, it won't end well 
 Lying to myself, it won't end well 
 Lying to myself, it won't end well 
 Lying to myself   
 I hate who I become 
 I hate who I become 
 Twisting up my tummy, got me acting kind of funny 
 Yeah, you got me feeling