I don't wanna be in California
Waiting on a day that never comes 'cause, you know
You know that nothing's working out
'Cause I don't know myself
I hate this place of shallow thrones
Where vanity is all you know
I fake a pretty picture when I'm bored at home
I wear a mask, an archetype
And play the part, like it's my life
I sell my soul so well 'cause I don't pay the price
Until I'm up all night, so alone
I don't wanna be in California
Waiting on a day that never comes 'cause, you know
You know that nothing's working out
'Cause I don't know myself
I don't wanna be in California
Living like I'm Hannah Montana
The two of us, we both keep crashing down
'Cause I don't even know myself
-Self, -self
I used to be the president of my own head, so confident
With dreams of gold and platinum
I was so obsessed, 'till everybody said
Hollywood is dope! It's the best of both worlds
Go ahead and sleep with any guy or girl!
Especially the ones you can use to get ahead
'Cause talent's overrated, and morals are dead
I don't wanna be in California
Waiting on a day that never comes 'cause, you know
You know that nothing's working out
'Cause I don't know myself
I don't wanna be in California
Living like I'm Hannah Montana
The two of us, we both keep crashing down
'Cause I don't even know myself
-Self, -self
I never disassociated 'till I got here
And started feeling all the isolation and fear
Am I good enough? G-G-Good enough?
I ask myself when I'm so fucked up
Crawl into the bathroom and I look at my face
And throw up from the Adderall and bursts of shame
Never good enough, good enough
Don't like myself, L.A. fucked me up
I don't wanna be in California (No, no, no)
Waiting on a day that never comes 'cause, you know
You know that nothing's working out (Working out)
'Cause I don't know myself
I don't wanna be in California (I don't wanna be-)
Living like I'm Hannah Montana (Hannah Montana)
The two of us, we both keep crashing down (Crashing down)
'Cause I don't even know myself
-Self, -self
'Cause I don't even know myself
-Self, -self
I don't really know myself (Haha)
