This manipulating voice inside my head cannot stop to complain
 
 It wants me to hurt the others, to violate them and to kill them
 
 My fists are trying to break my skull under pressure
 
 I can't flee this torment and the words it says
 
  
  Nobody really cares about your fate
 
 You could be better off dead for them
  
 
 Here it goes again, the grim choir of self-destruction is chanting
 
 It becomes silent when I plunge a cold silver blade in my flesh
 
 Then sufferings are embracing me while an invisible hand put some salt in my wound
 
 Their poisoned voices are rotting me and injuring me so deep
  
 
 You can free yourself of the chains of life
 
 And finally being accepted by all
 
 Softly the blade will lick your wrist
 
 Lay down and close your eyes, join us
  
 
 Darkness embracing my soul as I fall into the nothingness
 
 I open my eyes and gaze to my bleeding body
 
 All around I can see me dancing at the end of a rope
 
 Putting a gun towards my mouth and pulling a trigger
  
 
 As some blades penetrating my flesh
  
 
 This sad voice inside my head cannot stop to complain
 
 It puts dark thoughts into my mind and shows me the ways to kill me
 
 Drinking poison and taking pills with alcohol
 
 And then desire appears, an exit to escape this suffering
 
 I finally feel free freom the gazes of the others towards me