Still Whaiting

Play with friends
Lose again
Talk about anything
That's ok

Think of why
We got to end
And cry 'cause I still don't understand

I just miss you still
Guess nothing can heal
Well, I'll be here still
Waiting

For a time when someone find and
Heal me
For a time I just start loving no one
But me

Or a time when you come back and see
I'm still here, waiting

Try to sleep
Fail again
And in the morning
I just pretend

Everything's fine
I have to smile
'Cause I don't want
Anyone to ask about a thing
And that's how I've been

I'm sad
I'm mad
I can't sleep or eat
It feels like my heart is missing something
And it's gonna start to stop to beat
I need you here with me

So I'll keep
Waiting
For a time when someone find and heal me
For a time I just start to love no one but me
Or a time when you come back and see I'm still here
Waiting

For a time I go back to what I was
For a time you tell me that you confess feeling nothing over me
Even when you notice that I was still here
Waiting for you

Play with friends, a game we chase
But in the end, a familiar taste
Lose again, it stings my pride
In this cycle, where emotions collide

Talk about anything, pretend we're fine
Mask the pain, don't show the signs
That I'm falling apart, deep within
But on the surface, I'm wearing a grin

Think of why, the reasons to part
A puzzle unsolved, a shattered heart
And cry, as I hold the pieces in hand
Still don't understand, where we stand

I just miss you still
Time's passed, yet the ache is real
Guess nothing can heal
These wounds so deep that I can't conceal
Well, I'll be here still

Waiting
For a time when someone finds and saves
Heal me from the pain that behaves
For a time, I just start loving no one
But me, it's time for me to run
Or a time when you come back and see
I'm still here, waiting desperately

Try to sleep, escape the thoughts
Fail again, my mind's in knots
And in the morning's early light
I pretend to be okay, to make things right

Everything's fine, or so it seems
I have to smile, to hide the seams
'Cause I don't want anyone to inquire
About my pain, my heart's hidden fire
And that's how I've been, caught in this game
Concealing my struggles, putting on a brave claim

But in the midst of pretending, I find
A yearning deep down, a whisper in my mind
A hope that one day, you'll return to me
And in your eyes, a connection, a possibility

I just miss you still
Time's passed, yet the ache is real
Guess nothing can heal
These wounds so deep that I can't conceal
Well, I'll be here still

Waiting
For a time when someone finds and saves
Heal me from the pain that behaves
For a time, I just start loving no one
But me, it's time for me to run
Or a time when you come back and see
I'm still here, waiting desperately

Play with memories, a bittersweet song
In the symphony of moments, where we belong
Though I'm waiting, hoping, it's true
I'll learn to heal, to love myself anew