fresh snow on the suburbs staying at my parents it hasn't been a good year but things are all right here
sleeping in the spare room that used to be my bedroom even though I'm home now I feel completely homeless
I'm looking at the moon shining on the snow and everything was blue except the Christmas lights
walking round the basement where my band used to practice sometimes I don't want to make new friends sometimes I just miss my old friends
but I'm seeing someone new now she calms my heart down but I'm too scared to tell her how crazy I can get sometimes
I'm looking at the moon shining on the snow and everything was blue except the Christmas lights
I never feel better after I cry I spent 6 months of my life just wanting to die I'm learning how to be alone without be lonely learning how to be lonely without losing my mind
I'm looking at the moon shining on the snow and everything was blue except the Christmas lights
