I been headed to the bottom of the barrel
For a while now, I think I need to slow down
I been blaming everybody but myself
And yet somehow, I feel the weight deep down
Yeah, you know me, making friends with all my demons
Never lonely, self-destructive and I know it
But it's only a matter of time
Before I'm outta my mind, I think I need a lifeline
I don't know when I became somebody
Somebody I don't recognize
I swear to God I never saw this coming
I never thought I'd leave it all behind
I want it, don't need it, I had to realize
I hate it, I feel it, believe my own lies
I really think that I could use somebody
Somebody to bring me back to life
Sometimes it comes in waves and hits me outta nowhere
Like a hurricane, feels like I'm going insane
I don't wanna be a problem but my self-control's
A losing game, when the venom's in my veins
Yeah, you know me, making friends with all my demons
Never lonely, self-destructive and I know it
But it's only a matter of time
Before I'm outta my mind, I wish that I could rewind
I don't know when I became somebody
Somebody I don't recognize
I swear to God I never saw this coming
I never thought I'd leave it all behind
I want it, don't need it, I had to realize
I hate it, I feel it, believe my own lies
I really think that I could use somebody
Somebody to bring me back to life
Yeah, you know me, making friends with all my demons
Never lonely, self-destructive and I know it
But it's only a matter of time
Before it's flatline, vital signs, can I be revived?
Can I be revived?
I don't know when I became somebody
Somebody I don't recognize
I swear to God I never saw this coming
I never thought I'd leave it all behind
I want it, don't need it, I had to realize
I hate it, I feel it, believe my own lies
I really think that I could use somebody
Somebody to bring me back to life
Can I be revived?
Somebody to bring me back to life
