I'm wide awake laying here in my bed
 
 I'm thinking back on all the ways
 
 I probably fucked up again
 
 I wish that somebody could save me
 
 I know nobody can
 
 I'm trying to read you like a book
 
 But all your pages are bent
 
  
  I'm just trying to make you happy
 
 But I'm sad
 
 Trying to win your heart again
 
 'Cause I lost that
 
 Ballin' out on Instagram
 
 'Cause you watch that
  
 
 But you gave me another fucking nosebleed
 
 Go ahead and hit me harder, darling do it
 
 'Cause I like the kind of pain that I've been feeling
 
 'Cause I'm feeling
 
 'Cause I'm feeling
 
 'Cause I'm
 
 Another fucking nosebleed
 
 Take my heart and bash it right against the ceiling
 
 'Cause I like the taste of blood that I've been bleeding
 
 'Cause I'm bleeding
 
 'Cause I'm feeling
 
 'Cause I'm, cause I'm
 
 Yeah
  
 
 (So I've been thinking about this for a long time
 
 And I... I think it's probably best if we just stop this shit
 
 'Cause it's... it's really fuck up with my head
 
 Fuck up with my head
 
 Fuck up with my head)
  
 
 You know I don't fuck around with my exes
 
 It's weird trying to make an exception
 
 You leave me on read for a week with my message
 
 You might aswell just get a fucking reception
 
 Well maybe it's better I just lay it out
 
 Remember that weekend you came to my house
 
 Yeah, while you were asleep
 
 With your head on my shirt
 
 You also came up on my roomate's tinder
 
 Funny, never thought I'd care
 
 'Cause that's the way we met
 
 And now you're playing with my hair
 
 And it feels good, I'll admit it
 
 But I know there's other bitches
 
 That would actually care
  
 
 But you gave me another fucking nosebleed
 
 Go ahead and hit me harder, darling do it
 
 'Cause I like the kind of pain that I've been feeling
 
 'Cause I'm feeling
 
 'Cause I'm feeling
 
 'Cause I'm
 
 Another fucking nosebleed
 
 Take my heart and bash it right against the ceiling
 
 'Cause I like the taste of blood that I've been bleeding
 
 'Cause I'm bleeding
 
 'Cause I'm feeling
 
 'Cause I'm, cause I'm
 
 Yeah