Past decades I saw her
By the river
So many trails in vain
But I missed her
But least the sheet has turned
It lasted for a long time
Among the diary tales
Some deliquescent lines
So hurting when I stray behind
It seems so far
And closed forever
So blurry
Is every light
There below
By the unsung melodies
The inner pains were aged
In abandon
The elder fails for long
In oblivion
But least the sheet has turned
It lasted for a long time
Among the diary tales
Some deliquescent lines
After all I sank the wrong lines
Quiet for all times
On the ground
Of my violative soul
Underneath my guarded mind gate
My derailed fate
Just waiting for
Destroying me again
