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Shai Hulud - Misanthropy Pure
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Shai Hulud - A Human Failing
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Shai Hulud - Anesthesia
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Shai Hulud - Be Winged
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Shai Hulud - Being Exemplary
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Shai Hulud - Beliefs And Obsessions
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Shai Hulud - Beyond Man
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Shai Hulud - Chorus Of The Dissimilar
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Shai Hulud - Cold Lord Quietus
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Shai Hulud - Eating Bullets Of Acceptance
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Shai Hulud - Ending The Prepetual Tragedy
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Shai Hulud - For The World
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Shai Hulud - Four Earths
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Shai Hulud - Given Flight By Demon's Wings
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Shai Hulud - Hardly
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Shai Hulud - If a Mountain Be My Obstacle
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Shai Hulud - If Born From This Soil
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Shai Hulud - In The Mind And Marrow
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Shai Hulud - Let Us At Last Praise The Colonizers Of Dreams
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Shai Hulud - Linoleum (Nofx Cover)
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Shai Hulud - Man Into Demon: And Their Faces Are Twisted With The Pain Of Living
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Shai Hulud - Medicine To The Dead
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Shai Hulud - Monumental Graves
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Shai Hulud - My Heart Bleeds The Darkest Blood
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Shai Hulud - Outside The Boundaries Of A Friend
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Shai Hulud - Profound Hatred Of Man
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Shai Hulud - Reach Beyond The Sun
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Shai Hulud - Scornful Of The Motives And Virtue Of Others
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Shai Hulud - Set Your Body Ablaze
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Shai Hulud - Solely Concentrating On The Negative Aspects Of Life
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Shai Hulud - The Bonds Of Those Who Have No Understanding Of Co
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Shai Hulud - The Consummate Dragon
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Shai Hulud - The Creation Ruin
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Shai Hulud - The Mean Spirits, Breathing
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Shai Hulud - Think The Adder Benign
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Shai Hulud - This Song: For The True And Passionate Lovers Of Music
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Shai Hulud - This Wake I Myself Have Stirred
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Shai Hulud - To Bear The Brunt Of Many Blades
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Shai Hulud - To Suffer Fools
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Shai Hulud - Two And Twenty Misfortunes
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Shai Hulud - Venomspreader
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Shai Hulud - We Who Finish Last
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Shai Hulud - When One Bests Defeat
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Shai Hulud - Whether To Cry Or Destroy
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Shai Hulud - Willing Oneself To Forget What Cannot Otherwise Be Forgiven
Willing Oneself To Forget What Cannot Otherwise Be Forgiven
Shai Hulud
Left to alighten.
What once flourished has weathered away
And what will not weather
I cannot stomach.
Oh, the cruelty of a persistent scar.
I can keep my lips from trembling
While i sever, with regretful hands,
The strings so carelessly attached to me.
I can remove the litter of intimacy.
Alas,
This will not be the death of me
If that which merely tears seldom lasts,
How can that which breaks ever heal?
I would rather bleed than feel.
I woul rather bleed.
No man can learn the value of his life without pain.
Yet, no man deserves a life's worth in pain.
And i have a lifetime left to learn.
Am i not a better man?
A man who has grown sound and strong,
A man who has learned from his misery.
Am i not a better man?
A clever man who taught his flesh the way of steel.
This lasting man of resolve and will.
Am i not a better man?
Or just a bitter man
That rots with memoris and only grows cold.
Indeed i have grown cold.
And this moment feels like the harshest end to the coldest day.
This day has lasted a lifetie, with an eternity left to lapse.
Here i am,
Forsaken just as i forsook the sun,
A blend of venom and winter -
The kiss of frost and poison.
How i have wished for a steady hand to wipe away these scares
Or a tender kiss to render me forgetful.
Where the sun to follow bitter examples,
We would truly know winter
Eternally
May the sun shine on the forsaken.
May the sun shine brightly,
And illuminate our scars
