You said I was young but I don't feel it 'Cause right now I'm the oldest I've ever been And lately I've been having trouble breathing Oh, I love being here but this shit's fucked
My lungs hurt, they're broken Stopped smoking 'cause I didn't want to die But if I die, at least I Don't have to pick out a shirt to wear
I know I'm not a bad kid So how come I feel it? I wanna wash it all away
You said it's time to get up out of bed But I'm so tired of spending all night in my head I thought a thousand things I thought a thousand times It's sad alright I guess I'm stuck
My pills were making it worse Had a panic attack, thought I was gonna die But if I die, at least I Won't have to pick out a shirt to wear
I know I'm not a bad kid So how come I feel it? I wanna wash it all away I know I'm not a bad kid So how come I feel it? I wanna wash it all away I know I'm not a bad kid So how come I feel it? I wanna wash it all away
