Constantly announcing hell 
 the joy not to be 
 to die of not dying 
 How to be appalled? 
    When you're death's best friend   
 Condemned to choke 
 every word I pray   
 "Who was pretending us?"   
 Condemned to choke 
 every word I pray   
 You came 
 and read the current and the gas 
 you closed the doors in our house - politely 
 like someone who isn't well versed 
 in life