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Sopor Aeternus - In Der Palästra
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Sopor Aeternus - Dead Souls
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Sopor Aeternus - Beautiful
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Sopor Aeternus - Die Stimme Im Sturm
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Sopor Aeternus - A Strange Thing To Say
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Sopor Aeternus - La Prima Vez
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Sopor Aeternus - Hades Pluton
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Sopor Aeternus - Children Of The Corn
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Sopor Aeternus - Imhotep
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Sopor Aeternus - Baptisma
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Sopor Aeternus - Carnival of Souls
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Sopor Aeternus - Flesh Crucifix
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Sopor Aeternus - Ich Wollte Hinaus In Den Garten
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Sopor Aeternus - La Mort D'Arthur
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Sopor Aeternus - Saturn Rising
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Sopor Aeternus - Sopor Fratrem Mortis Est
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Sopor Aeternus - The Urine Song
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Sopor Aeternus - Where The End Begins
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Sopor Aeternus - 20.000 Leagues Under The Sea (Or The History Of Steampunk)
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Sopor Aeternus - A Dream Within a Dream
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Sopor Aeternus - Alone (The Innocence of Devils) 1
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Sopor Aeternus - Alone Ii
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Sopor Aeternus - Cornflowers
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Sopor Aeternus - Cornucopia D'amour
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Sopor Aeternus - Day Of The Dead
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Sopor Aeternus - Helvetia Sexualis
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Sopor Aeternus - Holy Water Moonlight
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Sopor Aeternus - Les Fleurs du Mal
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Sopor Aeternus - One Day My Prince Will Come
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Sopor Aeternus - Schattengesang
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Sopor Aeternus - The Goat
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Sopor Aeternus - When You Love A Man
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Sopor Aeternus - Where The Ancient Laurel Grows
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Sopor Aeternus - Abschied
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Sopor Aeternus - An Die Sterne
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Sopor Aeternus - An Die Sterne Tradução
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Sopor Aeternus - Angel Of The Golden Fountain
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Sopor Aeternus - Architecture II
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Sopor Aeternus - As Flores do Mal
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Sopor Aeternus - Bang-Bang
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Sopor Aeternus - Beautiful Thorn
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Sopor Aeternus - Beyond The Wall Of Sleep
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Sopor Aeternus - Bitter-sweet
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Sopor Aeternus - Collision
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Sopor Aeternus - Consider this: the true Meaning of Love
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Sopor Aeternus - Dark Delight
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Sopor Aeternus - Deathhouse
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Sopor Aeternus - Ein Freundliches Wort Hat Meine Seele Berührt
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Sopor Aeternus - Eldorado
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Sopor Aeternus - Fire Kissed The Echo Twins
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Sopor Aeternus - Goodbye
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Sopor Aeternus - Hello
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Sopor Aeternus - I Am So Glad It's Over
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Sopor Aeternus - In An Hour Darkly
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Sopor Aeternus - It's Just That My Sadness
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Sopor Aeternus - Let Me Say It Now
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Sopor Aeternus - Minnesang
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Sopor Aeternus - No-one Is There
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Sopor Aeternus - Powder
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Sopor Aeternus - Shave, If You Love Me
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Sopor Aeternus - Sieh', Mein Geliebter, Hier Hab' Ich Gift
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Sopor Aeternus - Stake Of My Soul
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Sopor Aeternus - Tanz Der Grausamkeit
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Sopor Aeternus - The Conqueror Worm
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Sopor Aeternus - The Devils' s Instrument.
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Sopor Aeternus - The Haunted Palace
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Sopor Aeternus - The Skeletal Garden
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Sopor Aeternus - Todeswunsch
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Sopor Aeternus - Über Den Fluss
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Sopor Aeternus - We Have A Dog To Exercise
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Sopor Aeternus - Little Dead Boy
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Sopor Aeternus - A Little Bar Of Soap
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Sopor Aeternus - A National Acrobat (By Black Sabbath)
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Sopor Aeternus - Across The Bridge
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Sopor Aeternus - All good Things are Eleven
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Sopor Aeternus - Always within the hour
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Sopor Aeternus - and Bringer Of Sadness
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Sopor Aeternus - Anima I & II
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Sopor Aeternus - At The Stroke Of Midnight Gently
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Sopor Aeternus - Autodestructive State
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Sopor Aeternus - Backbone Practise
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Sopor Aeternus - Birth - Fiendish Figuration
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Sopor Aeternus - Bis Zum Hahnenschrei
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Sopor Aeternus - Black Magic Spell
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Sopor Aeternus - Burial Ground
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Sopor Aeternus - Cage Within A Cage
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Sopor Aeternus - Cold
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Sopor Aeternus - Consolatrix Has Left The Building
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Sopor Aeternus - Der See Des Vergessens
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Sopor Aeternus - Die Bruderschaft Des Schmerzes
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Sopor Aeternus - Die Knochenblume
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Sopor Aeternus - Dio N'arap
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Sopor Aeternus - Do You Know About The Water Of Life
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Sopor Aeternus - Do You Know My Name?
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Sopor Aeternus - Do You Know My Name? / What Has Happened While We Slept?
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Sopor Aeternus - Drama Der Geschlechtslosigkeit
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Sopor Aeternus - Dreamland
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Sopor Aeternus - Ein Freundlich’ Wort Einst Unverhofft
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Sopor Aeternus - Epitaph
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Sopor Aeternus - Evening
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Sopor Aeternus - Everything Is An Illusion
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Sopor Aeternus - Existence
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Sopor Aeternus - Feed The Birds
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Sopor Aeternus - Feralia Genitalia (Arrival Of The Jugglers)
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Sopor Aeternus - Flowers for the God .
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Sopor Aeternus - Freitod-Phantasien
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Sopor Aeternus - Gebet: an die Glücklichen Eroberer
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Sopor Aeternus - Hearse-shaped Basins Of Darkest Matter
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Sopor Aeternus - Holding Out For a Hero
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Sopor Aeternus - I Am Done With Men
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Sopor Aeternus - I Don't Believe In Ghosts
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Sopor Aeternus - I Fell For One (Who Loved Me Not)
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Sopor Aeternus - Idleness & Consequence
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Sopor Aeternus - If I Could Go Back In Time
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Sopor Aeternus - If Loneliness Was All
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Sopor Aeternus - If You Could Only Read My Mind
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Sopor Aeternus - Im Garten Des Nichts (A Secret Light In The Garden Of My Void)
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Sopor Aeternus - Infant
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Sopor Aeternus - Inschrift/Epitaph
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Sopor Aeternus - Interlude - The Quiet Earth
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Sopor Aeternus - It Is Safe To Sleep Alone
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Sopor Aeternus - Lament / Totenklage
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Sopor Aeternus - Leeches & Deception
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Sopor Aeternus - Lied Der Todesfee
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Sopor Aeternus - Light In The Attic
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Sopor Aeternus - Little Velveteen Knight
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Sopor Aeternus - May I Kiss Your Wound?
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Sopor Aeternus - Memalon
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Sopor Aeternus - Memories Are Haunted Places
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Sopor Aeternus - Miniature
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Sopor Aeternus - Minotaur
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Sopor Aeternus - Modela Est
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Sopor Aeternus - Mourning
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Sopor Aeternus - Nightbreed
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Sopor Aeternus - Not Dead But Dying
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Sopor Aeternus - Oh, Chimney Sweep
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Sopor Aeternus - Omen Sinistrum
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Sopor Aeternus - On Satur(n)days We Used To Sleep
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Sopor Aeternus - Only The Dead In The Mist
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Sopor Aeternus - Penance & Pain
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Sopor Aeternus - Poison
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Sopor Aeternus - Polishing Silver
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Sopor Aeternus - Psychoplastic Experience
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Sopor Aeternus - Reprise
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Sopor Aeternus - Résumé
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Sopor Aeternus - Saltatio Crudelitatis (Der Tanz Der Grausamkeit)
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Sopor Aeternus - Saturn Devouring His Children
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Sopor Aeternus - Saturn-Impressionen (Jusa, Jusa)
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Sopor Aeternus - Schwarzer Spiegel
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Sopor Aeternus - Shadowsphere
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Sopor Aeternus - Shadowsphere II
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Sopor Aeternus - Sister of Selfdestruction.
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Sopor Aeternus - Sleep
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Sopor Aeternus - Some Men Are Like Chocolate
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Sopor Aeternus - Something Wicked This Way Comes...
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Sopor Aeternus - Somnambulist's Secret Bardo-life
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Sopor Aeternus - Soror Sui Excidium
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Sopor Aeternus - Spellbound
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Sopor Aeternus - Starlight Seen Through Veils Of Tears
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Sopor Aeternus - Sternblumennacht
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Sopor Aeternus - Synchronicity
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Sopor Aeternus - Tabor C'alan O'itana
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Sopor Aeternus - Tabor C'alan O'itana.
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Sopor Aeternus - Tales From The Inverted Womb
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Sopor Aeternus - The Boy Has Built a Catacomb
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Sopor Aeternus - The Broken & Shattered Moon
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Sopor Aeternus - The City In The Sea
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Sopor Aeternus - The Curse Of The Mummy
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Sopor Aeternus - The Devil's Instrument
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Sopor Aeternus - The Dog Burial
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Sopor Aeternus - The Dreadful Mirror
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Sopor Aeternus - The Encoded Cloister
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Sopor Aeternus - The Feast Of Blood
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Sopor Aeternus - The Hours Of Sadness
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Sopor Aeternus - The Inexperienced Spiral Traveller (A Fragment)
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Sopor Aeternus - The Lion's Promise
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Sopor Aeternus - The Simple Joys of Maidenhood
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Sopor Aeternus - The Sleeper
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Sopor Aeternus - The Virgin Queen
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Sopor Aeternus - The Void
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Sopor Aeternus - The Widow's Dream
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Sopor Aeternus - There Was A Country By The Sea
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Sopor Aeternus - This Profane Finality
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Sopor Aeternus - Through Your Eyes
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Sopor Aeternus - Time Stands Still... (...But Stops For No-one)
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Sopor Aeternus - To A Loyal Friend
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Sopor Aeternus - To Walk Behind The Rows
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Sopor Aeternus - Totenlicht
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Sopor Aeternus - Transfiguration
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Sopor Aeternus - Untitled I
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Sopor Aeternus - Untitled II
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Sopor Aeternus - Va(r)nitas, Vanitas... (...omnia Vanitas)
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Sopor Aeternus - Von der Einfalt
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Sopor Aeternus - You Cannot Make Him Love You
Todeswunsch
Sopor Aeternus
I am drowning in myself
My hope has left me alone and barren
My grave - the only loving place
I hate my own loathsome smell
This stench and old-age and maledorous fear
How I hate each mortal cell that is rottingly
Existing deep inside of me
I cannot bear the sun, so I close me eyes
It is the perfect day to end this wretched life
Give me the reason to life so that I might laugh
At least I'll try in bitterness
Stop the waiting, the cruel waiting for nothing
All I want is to forget, finally
In sleep of death
I could die just like a christian
I could fade away in sleep
But I want to die for someone
For the one who waits for me
I long to be a sacrifice for the Lord
My Lord of the darkest side
Everyday is a perfect day, a perfect day for suicide!
Deliver me from the mindless crowd
When steps grow dumb behind my back
Save me from their poisoned locks
Harassing like daggers through my neck
Here, where it's like hell to exist
Only death can bring salvation
Please, release me from my chains that crucify me
To my eternal tribulation
Here, where even my own image is spitting
Where I have to hide my face
Where the distress seems so endlessly
In this god-forsaken place
In a former time, in a long forgotten place
When the masks and the faces had been identical twins.
As our sanctuaries were locked to hypocritical lies
Now befouled, they lay bare as they stalked in
So well gisguised
Suicide, sweet suicide
Deepest darkness veils my eyes
Suicide, sweet suicide
Jet-black darkness clouds my mind
Suicide, sweet suicide
Deepest darkness in my heart
Suicide, sweet suicide
My unclean soul, I know no light
