There's a spring that I will be without you There's a winter that I'll bear alone There's a fall that I'll never recover And a nightmare you don't get back up There are nights I dream that I'm a kid again Where I listened and you apologized And we stayed up and I got to learn the song you loved, mm
But I'm just a liar And that never happened It's all my fault And it's too late now I can't remember All of the good stuff There's a before and there's an after you
There's a world in which it never ended A second chance where I grow old with you We're sharing headphones, you laughed out loud at my joke It's all I wanted with an impossible view
But you were a liar And that never happened It's all my fault And it's too late, you think That you made me weaker But I am a danger Lock all your doors and know my name And I won't be sorry For burning your whole town And leaving the lights on For you in the background You don't get to have it If I do not either There's a before and there's an after you
