Thank You For Trying

You don't know that I sit on the floor in the closet
And cry every time that we talk
Can't stomach the feeling that all that I'm doing
To you is mean and wrong

It's the way you insist and the way that you kiss me
Makes me want to tell you I'm sorry
I snap, and I bite and all I do is fight
Knowing that you could do better

Don't see myself for loving
But thank you for trying

You don't know that I sit on the floor in the shower
And pick every inch of my skin
I know it's the waiting and the time that I'm taking
That makes all my water run cold

I wanna touch you and tell you the dream that I had
That I told nobody about
I was everything you wanted
And you never had a doubt

But I don't see myself for loving
But thank you for trying

When it's dark outside
And it's me and my thoughts and the Moon
I romanticize

A dream where I fall in love with you
And I get it right
Where I get it right