Woke up alone in my bedroom
Hoping that you'd be in bed too
I miss your kisses, I miss your eyes
It gets so hard, harder every night
I wish I never met you
Like this 'cause you were so special
Why did I have to meet you this way?
Right when my life was all over the place
Bad at keeping my promises, I've been trying to get better
If I would've been honest then, maybe we'd be together
I, I
Now I'm lying here by myself
Don't call me back, please let me go
I'm in too deep and I can't let you know
It never was you, you
Fucked up so bad, 'cause you're all I know
Baby, I wish that I just let you know
It never was you, you
Fighting my demons, put you through hell
I've always loved you but hated myself
Did a lot of things that I know I'll regret
Hurt you so bad that I get why you left
Bad at keeping my promises, I've been trying to get better
If I would've been honest then, maybe we'd be together
I, I
Now I'm lying here by myself
Don't call me back, please let me go
I'm in too deep and I can't let you know
It never was you, you
Fucked up so bad, 'cause you're all I know
Baby, I wish that I just let you know
It never was you, you
Don't call me back, please let me go
I'm in too deep and I can't let you know
It never was you
