Daylight I’m still awake Consciously asleep Wrapped in my disbelief Poisoned by mistakes Tearing life from me How could I fall away
We will always search for something more But it’s easier to drown inside The fear of growing old Some things are harder to let go too far away Too far away from all the lies
Buried by my mistakes Boxed in my self hate How could I fall away All that comforts me All who treasure me All that I’ve turned away
We will always search for something more But it’s easier to drown inside The fear of growing old Some things are harder to let go too far away Too far away from all the lies
With the act of reparation you deny You are torn between the lies you left behind
All I want is a reaction I test pain for pleasure You won’t touch me I just want to feel something Anything at all
We will always search for something more But it’s easier to drown inside The fear of growing old Some things are harder to let go too far away Too far away from all the lies Too far away from all the lies
