My conviction distorted by blues
From your iris to your cornea
I may not quite fit a camel through
'Cause no ending feels like enough
Nor does it feel like a win
So I'll fuck my knees with concrete
And beg to be severed by sparks that I serve
Ice picks and pitchforks and coke bloat
Genesis
Swollen shut
Eyes mimic
Botulism lips
Spirit
You entered my body as a body my same size
Clarity like a game show loss
From king of pain to the Calvary cross
I am blessed, I am blessed
But who do I worship with no metronome?
I milk it all, and it sticks pathetic
Fucking pathetic
The vultures circled the salvation army
When we remembered it wasn't our house
I needed sleep and water, maybe coffee
I take it black because I
Barely come around these days
Barely come around this way anymore
To see the stations of the cross in catholic monochrome
And think about the sacrifices made
On a missing holiday with cagey, dull forgiveness
Forgiveness
Such a word I never sought at twenty-nine
Just temporary ecstasy goodbyes
Ecstasy goodbyes
I saw it in your eyes
Like a broken light
Didn't even call
To sing amazing grace
I saw it in your eyes
Like a broken light
Didn't even call
To sing amazing grace
Know not a leech
They will mark me as enemy
They will me make wait outside
Ear pressed to the frostbit glass
I overheard parasite
They will mark me as enemy
Make me fucking wait outside
Ear pressed to the frostbit glass
I overheard parasite
