Starting Over / Slow Down

I was fighting nothing
You're so goddamn impossible, it hurts
I fall on the purpose in all my worth
I’m at my worst now
I was starting over
I walk through the city and come undone
I count on the seasons to fill me up
They fill me up now

And what if I need what I won't share?
What if I run?
Will you meet me out there?
Will you meet me out there?
And what if I need what I won't share?
What if I run?
Will you meet me out there?
Will you meet me out there?

Now I’m six years older
I walk past the feelings of giving up
Spent days all alone out in central park
It's like I'm getting closer now
But I'm still hanging over
Still cut from the plight of a former love
I swear that I needed it all
I leave every day with my faults

And what if I need what I won't share?
What if I run?
Will you meet me out there?
Will you meet me out there?
And what if I need what I won't share?
What if I run?
Will you meet me out there?
Will you meet me out there?

Run away, I wanna run away
A feeling that I couldn't stop
The seasons of fear that I'm gone
Maybe I fucked it all
Run away, I wanna run away
A feeling that I couldn’t stop
The seasons of fear that I’m gone
Maybe I fucked it all this time

(Run away, I wanna run away)
And what if I need what I won't share?
(A feeling that I couldn’t stop)
What if I run?
(The seasons of fear that I'm gone)
Will you meet me out there?
(Maybe I fucked it all)
Will you meet me out there?

(Run away, I wanna run away)
And what if I need what I won't share?
(A feeling that I couldn't stop)
What if I run?
(The seasons of fear that I’m gone)
Will you meet me out there?
(Maybe I fucked it all this time)
Will you meet me out there?

I breathe in the open air
All of my words will run out
All of my nightmares are heavy
I scatter them out on the ground
You can see through my broken stare
Lost in the color of the sound
Even if I wasn't ready, the silence is coming now

I feel it slowing down (I feel the weight of it, I feel them all)
I am so slowed down (I see the long road winding down)
I feel it slowing down (I feel the pain in it, I feel it all)
I am so slowed down (I see it almost dying now)

I breathe in the open air
All of my words will run out
All of my nightmares are heavy
I scatter them out on the ground
You can see through my broken stare
Lost in the color of the sound
Even if I wasn't ready, the silence is coming now

I feel it slowing down (I feel the weight of it, I feel them all)
I am so slowed down (I see the long road winding down)
I feel it slowing down (I feel the pain in it, I feel it all)
I am so slowed down (I see it almost dying now)