Final stage of bein' numb, felt this way since I was young
Tell me what could I have done different, different, different
Yeah, I wish things were different, you created distance, take my pain away
How'd I make it this far? Loss leave a couple scars, my tears in a jar
Driven back up to park, to the bridge with black car, now I'm swimming with the sharks
Yes, we're so guard down, yes, we're so guard down
Didn't know, but I know now
Yeah, I was chillin' in a dark place
Anxiety all day, fix it with a heartbreak
Yeah, know I'm blessed, but I'm depressed
Can't sleep though I need rest
Listen close, but now speak less
I want to still love it
Lost control of my emotions
Double keeper, I'm provokin'
My joy's been stolen
Final stage of bein' numb, felt this way since I was young
Tell me what could I have done different, different, different
Yeah, I wish things were different, you created distance, take my pain away
Final stage of bein' numb, felt this way since I was young
Tell me what could I have done different, different, different
