I probably should shower
I probably should eat
But I don't feel like doing anything
My year is all wasted
My days are a blur
But lucky for me it can't get much worse
So I sit in pajamas
And write some sad songs
I think about life
And where it all went wrong
People all tell me to hold it together
But they can't promise
That it actually gets better
So don't, just don't
Say what I'm feeling
You think you know, but you don't
You don't live in my skin
I really hope, that you don't
Go through what I did
Cause if you know, then you really know
You can't imagine
So don't, don't, just don't
I write in my journal
I feel so sorry
For myself and where I thought I'd be
I should be calling the hotlines
To check myself in
Cause this is the worst
It's ever been
So I sit on my bed wearing nothing at all
Scream into my pillow
N'punch a whole in the wall
And people all tell me
You know it gets better
But saying that shit doesn't make it all better
So don't, just don't
Say what I'm feeling
You think you know, but you don't
You don't live in my skin
I really hope, that you don't
Go through what I did
Cause if you know, then you really know
You can't imagine
So don't, don't, just don't
If you've walked a mile
In my shoes, then let's talk
If you want fake smiles
You know I'd rather not
And sometimes the trials
Don't know where to stop
But I'm not a liar and this ain't a write off
So don't, just don't
Say what I'm feeling
You think you know, but you don't
You don't live in my skin
I really hope, that you don't
Go through what I did
Cause if you know, then you really know
You can't imagine
So don't, don't, just don't
