I lost count of the times where I was counted out
People tell me I'm losing, but what is that about?
Stepped on, tore me apart, I found a way around
But if they catch me creepin', it's over, so I can't make a sound
Trust me, I've been held back since my genesis
Sorry if I sin, but that's a symptom of irrelevance
I need attention, it's something I never mention
I find and pent up aggression inside of these mental weapons
'Cause I've been feeling up, down
Put out, lost counts of every sin
Just tryna find a new way
True say, real change, it's not too late
Fight away the darkness
New dawn, new day will break
I'm just holding onto happiness
From all the pain comes something beautiful
Something beautiful
Something beautiful
I'm just holding onto happiness
From all the pain (yeah)
Even if I leave a light on, I'll still be stuck in the dark
Broken apart with this last bit of hope held close to my heart
It's getting hard finding new ways to cope when
All my scars get cut right back open
Scoped in, tryna look past the pain
See the beauty in the struggle while I go down in flames
Prayin' somebody saves me right now, now, now (now)
'Cause I've been feeling up, down
Put out, lost counts of every sin
Just tryna find a new way
True say, real change, it's not too late
Fight away the darkness
New dawn, new day will break
I'm just holding onto happiness
From all the pain comes something beautiful
Something beautiful
Something beautiful
I'm just holding onto happiness
From all the pain
Drowning so much, I'm affected by the ripple
Feeling so low that I can't even see the middle
Dark days, lost ways, made me feel little
Tryna find the words, like we be playing with the riddle
I know now I've been tryna hold myself
Looking in the mirror, I don't know myself
Emotions on loan, like I owe myself
Head out the window when I'm screaming for help
We find the light on darker days
We seize the joy through all the pain
We feel the love, won't hesitate
Take every chance that comes our way
The little things, we appreciate
We fight for truth, a heavyweight
And every win, we celebrate, we celebrate
Something beautiful (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)
Something beautiful (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)
Something beautiful (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)
I'm just holding onto happiness
From all the pain
