I'm afraid of dying
 
 I'm afraid of love
 
 I'm afraid of never trying
 
  
  And of not being enough
 
 Don’t know what’s on the horizon
 
 Don’t know who to trust
 
 I'ma run this till it’s finished
 
 Till it’s rubble and dust
  
 
 I’m afraid of flying
 
 Crash into the Sun
 
 I'm afraid of never rising
 
 To be the one that they want
 
 But I'm out here in the wild now
 
 With nowhere else to run
 
 So I'ma wing it with no pilot
 
 To the kingdom that comes
  
 
 I always abandon myself, and I don’t know why
 
 I feel I'm getting stronger
 
 I feel I'm getting free
 
 Always neglecting myself, and I don’t know why
 
 I feel I'm getting stronger
 
 I feel I'm getting free
  
 
 I'm scared of this money
 
 Run from these banks
 
 Dropped a light fifty
 
 Carried more weight
 
 I needed more money
 
 To work on more things
 
 This is all that I have
 
 This is all that I have
  
 
 I never do promo
 
 'Cause I care what you think
 
 For now I'm gon fly low
 
 Just hope I don’t sink
 
 Keeping my fans close
 
 'Cause when I'm on the brink
 
 We're all that I have
 
 You're all that I have
  
 
 I always abandon myself, and I don’t know why
 
 I feel I'm getting stronger
 
 I feel I'm getting free
 
 Always neglecting myself, and I don’t know why
 
 I feel I'm getting stronger
 
 I feel I'm getting free
  
 
 Get my things
 
 I’m tired of making old mistakes
 
 Trynna fill a vacant space
 
 There’s something that I need
 
 Took my things
 
 Knew I had to make a change
 
 I'm headed where the daylight reigns
 
 Feel I'm getting free
  
 
 And when the candle flickers light
 
 Then I know I still got time
 
 And when the candle’s burning bright
 
 I know I still got time
  
 
 And I'm sorry father
 
 I'm sorry mother
 
 If I let you down
 
 If I let you down
 
 And I'm sorry sister
 
 I'm sorry brother
 
 If I let you down
 
 If I let you down