I had a brother
 
 But now my brother is gone
 
 I search the sky for a
 
 Glimpse of his blue eyes
 
  
  And there I find
 
 His image in the clouds
 
 If I could wish, wish it away
 
 I would bleed out my knees and pray
  
 
 If I could give, all that I have
 
 To bring him back today
 
 These are but dreams
 
 As sad as it seems
  
 
 I'm always wide awake
 
 Understand it was not
 
 Easy for my friend
 
 Oh promises
  
 
 Even to yourself cannot be kept
 
 Enlarge the hole in my heart
 
 Rising river in the dark
 
 Erodes the shore
  
 
 Till our shores were far apart
 
 If I could wish, wish it away
 
 I would bleed out my knees and pray
 
 If I could give, all that I have
  
 
 To bring him back today
 
 These are but dreams
 
 As sad as it seems
 
 They never go away
  
 
 There’s no previous reference
 
 For this level of pain
 
 I can’t feign indifference
 
 I can’t look away
  
 
 The years, they go by
 
 The hurt I still hide
 
 If I look okay, it’s just the outside
 
 There’s no previous reference
  
 
 For this level of pain
 
 Oh I could hear him sing
 
 If I could wish, wish it away
 
 I would bleed out my knees and pray
  
 
 If I could give, all that I have
 
 To bring back yesterday
 
 These are but dreams
 
 As sad as it seems
  
 
 They never go away
 
 These are but dreams
 
 As sad as it seems
 
 I'm always wide awake
  
 
 And I would not wish upon you
 
 But should you ever leave this earth
 
 Before me, I doubt this highly
 
 Do for me, what I’d do for you
  
 
 Put your arms around my friend
 
 Put your arms around my friend
 
 Put your arms around my brother, my friend
  
 
 Say for me, for me
 
 Fuck you
 
 Fuck you
 
 Fuck you
  
 
 What are friends?
 
 What are friends for?
 
 What are friends?
 
 What are friends?
 
 What are friends for?