Every time that I try to speak
It feels so calculated
If I say what I really mean
It’s like you see me naked
Not a word until I was 3
The doctors were elated
Thank God there was nothing wrong
And everything’s fine
Always on the edge of my seat
Never the right position
Check the doors are locked, 1, 2, 3
Flip on and off light switches
Something bad could happen to me
House will burn if I didn’t
Make sure that the stove was off
Now everything’s fine
I need control
I need control
What will I do if I lose my mind?
Hurt someone else, or myself
I’m terrified
These crazy thoughts, they won’t stop
Oh my
I feel the worst in me
Better tread carefully
I need control
Everybody please disappear
I’m feeling claustrophobic
Way past capacity in here
Hard to be easygoing
Suffocating’s my biggest fear
I can’t breathe in this clothing
Leave before something goes wrong
And everything fine
I need control
I need control
What will I do if I lose my mind?
Hurt someone else, or myself
I’m terrified
These crazy thoughts, they won’t stop
Oh my
I feel the worst in me
Better tread carefully
I need control
What will I do if I lose my mind?
Hurt someone else, or myself
I’m terrified
These crazy thoughts, they won’t stop
Oh my
I feel the worst in me
Better tread carefully
I need control
Make a mistake
I go insane
What can I say? I’m a perfectionist
Slave to my brain
Circle the drain
What can I say, get me a therapist
I need, I need, I need, I need
(Get me a therapist)
I need, I need, I need, I need
I need, I need, I need, I need
I need, I need, I need, I need
I need, I need, I need, I need
(Control)
I need, I need, I need, I need
I need, I need, I need, I need
I need, I need, I need, I need
I need, I need, I need
(Control)
