I'm always on the run when I'm too messed up
And paranoid as fuck
Killing my health with a nicotine buzz
Suppressing and suffocating my feelings
Yeah, I can take advice, but I settle with my habit
Nothing you prescribe can eliminate the static
I'd rather hide than be seen
But over-dramatics are causing a scene
Lost in my body, yeah
Oh, yeah
Don't wanna ask anyone for their goddamn help
Fell so in love with my bitterness
Don't wanna let anyone know I don't know myself
Or the web that I weave instead (the web that I weave instead)
I'm done playing myself 'cause I prayed
I'm learning my worth, finding my place
Yeah, but reality's fucked
Bask in the riches, don't think I'll ever know
I don't think I'll ever know, oh
Don't wanna ask anyone for their goddamn help
Fell so in love with my bitterness
Don't wanna let anyone know I don't know myself
Or the web that I weave instead
Hey, wait
Is it always gonna be this way?
Please say everything's gonna be okay
Just stay, think I'm feeling myself break
Too late, I never wanted to be this way
(Hey, wait) is it always gonna be this way?
(Just stay) everything is gonna be okay
(Please stay) yeah, I think I'm feeling myself break
(Too late) I never meant for it to be this way
(Don't wanna ask anyone) for their goddamn help
Fell so in love with my bitterness
Don't wanna let anyone know I don't know myself
Or the web that I weave instead (the web that I weave instead)
Oh, the web that I weave instead
Oh, the web that I weave instead
