Wakin' up bad, i'm sick in my head I'm blinded by the light My eyes are red, i'm officially dead So how are you doing otherside? All the frustration's just imagination My mind plays tricks on me It's bringing me down as it goes around I'm not what i used to be
That's away of bad thinking what keeps me alone in a nightmare Get even more lost in drinking until it sedates my mind Paranoia's calling, it brings the noise in silence You can watch me falling off the wagon all the time
I look ironic but i'm just neurotic So take me to rehab I'm so confused, my mind is unused It seems so tangled web My blood forgot the way to my brain It makes me paralyzed Faded by sorrow, my place grows narrow Bad dreams realized
I'm drifted away I'm gone insane And i 'll be strung out everyday Fall into peaces In the crisis It's getting stronger day by day Drowned by a slayer Like a sailor In the melancholy's booze Can't find the reason In mind's prison My solitary's solitude
