I'm still not able to understand
I'm struggling here to deny it
For if I knew this was all we had
I wouldn't have said goodbye then
It's only water, no spirit broken
and all these things we've held on left unspoken
Still the thought's enough to make me choke again
I had a friend who couldn't sit still
He would think until his hands began to spill things
every morning he woke up
And never thought he'd done enough the night before
and its hard to break the habits that we make
but don't you know that life could take it from you anyway
If I could say it again I'd make you remember when
All the things we shard were unimpaired by anything
The feeling's not weathered out just yet
Theres no real way to describe it
In thinking of all the plans unmet
We've all been hardened to hide it
