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Across Five Aprils - You're Not Alone
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Across Five Aprils - A Million Miles To Montreal
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Across Five Aprils - A Year From Now
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Across Five Aprils - Another Month Yellow
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Across Five Aprils - Answers In The Eyes
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Across Five Aprils - Around The World In A Radio Flyer
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Across Five Aprils - Bite The Bullet
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Across Five Aprils - Blue Eyed Suicide
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Across Five Aprils - Bring Me Their Head
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Across Five Aprils - Car Wrecks And Plane Crashes
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Across Five Aprils - Dreamers Disease
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Across Five Aprils - Faith Shaped Pills
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Across Five Aprils - For So Long I've Been Thinking
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Across Five Aprils - Hearts, Necks And Other Things That Break
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Across Five Aprils - I Am The Polar Bear
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Across Five Aprils - I Will Stop The Rain
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Across Five Aprils - In Photographs
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Across Five Aprils - Je' Mennuie De Vous
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Across Five Aprils - Let's Whisper
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Across Five Aprils - Life Underwater
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Across Five Aprils - Miss Mistress
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Across Five Aprils - Moon-Lit Sunrise
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Across Five Aprils - My Eyes Murdered Charles Townsend
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Across Five Aprils - My Sins Stacked To Heaven
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Across Five Aprils - Naivety Scene
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Across Five Aprils - New Management
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Across Five Aprils - Pawn Shop Promises
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Across Five Aprils - Pray For Rain
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Across Five Aprils - Running Red Lights
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Across Five Aprils - Saving Seats
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Across Five Aprils - Shot Down With Arrows
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Across Five Aprils - Snape Kills Dumbledore
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Across Five Aprils - Snowy Road To Hazard
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Across Five Aprils - Spaghetti Junction In The Rearview
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Across Five Aprils - Sunnyland
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Across Five Aprils - Tallahassee's For Hookers
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Across Five Aprils - The Darkest Of Roads
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Across Five Aprils - The Helpless Dreams Of An Assassin
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Across Five Aprils - The Sweet And Sour Speech
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Across Five Aprils - This Means Not Welcome
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Across Five Aprils - Thoughtless Apologies And A Hundred Dollar Bill
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Across Five Aprils - Through the Pane
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Across Five Aprils - With These Hands
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Across Five Aprils - Year From Now
A Year From Now
Across Five Aprils
My gift to you, my heart was yours.
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step that you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember. cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real.
You said they were.
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
