It might seem I'm not that weak
Hide behind these words I speak
To convince myself that I make sense
Everyday I ride this fence
On my lack of confidence
Chemical imbalance
Makes me wonder how
Things are underground
No guarantees I'll feel any better
If I take my life No guarantees I'll feel any better
If I medicate my mind
No guarantees
Pump your toxins in my heart
Fill me up a shopping cart
If you promise I'll start over
Just like new
When you notice I'm aloof
Or abrasive next to you
Pray I make it through
All my horrid fears
Just asking why I'm here
No guarantees I'll fell any better
If I take my life
No guarantees I'll feel any better
If I medicate my mind
No guarantees I'll feel any better
If I cut my time
No guarantees I'll feel any better
If I take my life
