- 1
Autumn - Cascade (For a Day)
- 2
Autumn - Quiet Friend
- 3
Autumn - Satellites
- 4
Autumn - The Green Angel
- 5
Autumn - The Witch In Me
- 6
Autumn - A Minor Dance
- 7
Autumn - A Waiting Time
- 8
Autumn - Alloy
- 9
Autumn - Along Ethereal Levels
- 10
Autumn - Altitude
- 11
Autumn - Angel of Desire
- 12
Autumn - Answers Never Questioned
- 13
Autumn - Atrophy
- 14
Autumn - Beacon (Forging Tempests part IV)
- 15
Autumn - Behind The Walls Of Her Desire
- 16
Autumn - Black Stars In a Blue Sky
- 17
Autumn - Blackout
- 18
Autumn - Blue Wine
- 19
Autumn - Changes For The Bitter
- 20
Autumn - Closest Friends Conspire
- 21
Autumn - Closure
- 22
Autumn - Cold Comfort
- 23
Autumn - Communication on Opium
- 24
Autumn - Crown Of Thoughts
- 25
Autumn - Cyanide Sky
- 26
Autumn - Desert Winds Of Jezebel
- 27
Autumn - End Of Sorrow
- 28
Autumn - Epilogue (What's Done Is Done)
- 29
Autumn - Even Now
- 30
Autumn - Floating Towards Distress
- 31
Autumn - For Those Who Are Left Behind
- 32
Autumn - Forget to Remember (Sunday Mornings)
- 33
Autumn - Fury (Forging Tempests part I)
- 34
Autumn - Gallery Of Reality
- 35
Autumn - Gospels In Dusk (The Witch In Me Part III)
- 36
Autumn - Horizon Line
- 37
Autumn - How It Came To Be This Way
- 38
Autumn - Lifeline
- 39
Autumn - Liquid Under Film Noir (Arsonist's Tale)
- 40
Autumn - Mirror's Magic Sights
- 41
Autumn - Mirrors Magic Sight
- 42
Autumn - My New Time
- 43
Autumn - Naeon
- 44
Autumn - Oceans
- 45
Autumn - Of Moondrop Tears
- 46
Autumn - Old Fuel
- 47
Autumn - One Word Reminder
- 48
Autumn - Paradise Nox
- 49
Autumn - Perfect Two
- 50
Autumn - Premeditated Dying
- 51
Autumn - Resurrection
- 52
Autumn - Retrospect
- 53
Autumn - Seconds
- 54
Autumn - Shadow North (Forging Tempests part II)
- 55
Autumn - Shadowmancer
- 56
Autumn - Shift To Silence (Forging Tempests part III)
- 57
Autumn - Silent Madness
- 58
Autumn - Silent Waterstream
- 59
Autumn - Skydancer
- 60
Autumn - Solar Wake
- 61
Autumn - Stacked Smoke
- 62
Autumn - State of Mind
- 63
Autumn - Sulphur Rodents
- 64
Autumn - Summer's End
- 65
Autumn - Synchro-Minds
- 66
Autumn - The Coven
- 67
Autumn - The Coven (The Witch In Me Part II)
- 68
Autumn - The Hating Tree
- 69
Autumn - The Heart Demands
- 70
Autumn - The Mute (Inhale)
- 71
Autumn - The Phantom Limb
- 72
Autumn - The Rest Of My Days
- 73
Autumn - The Scarecrow
- 74
Autumn - The Venamoured
- 75
Autumn - The Well
- 76
Autumn - This Night
- 77
Autumn - Thursday
- 78
Autumn - Truth Be Told (Exhale)
- 79
Autumn - Twisted and Turned
- 80
Autumn - Vision Red
- 81
Autumn - When Lust Evokes The Curse
- 82
Autumn - Where The River Ends
- 83
Autumn - Whispering Secrets
- 84
Autumn - Who Has Seen Her Wave Her Hand
The Hating Tree
Autumn
the rage pours down into pools of grieving
oh and your smiles turn to leprosy
turn to sickness spread into your hearts
and the pain sinks roots which smother all
but have borne a seedling - a life of hatred and distrust
you lied in ways. . . you never should have spoken
acceptance conditional
your honesty with fingers crossed behind my back
become the blade that stabs me over and over and over and over again
this time the betrayal is forever
this time will have been the last time
i believe
to have given my self away
but now there is a new me
so proud to be the hating tree
my arms out-stretched - they will withstand most everything
now there is a new me
so sad to be the hating tree
as an offering i gave oh me, my self
the madness and the laughter
insight
a love so full
and a mirror that once told me to believe again
now cries with me for the loss
i know too well
oh and the pain sinks roots which smother all
but have borne a seedling - a life of hatred and distrust
for you lied in ways. . . you never should have spoken
acceptance conditional
your honesty with fingers crossed behind my back
become the blade that stabs me over and over and over and over again
but this time the betrayal is forever
this time will have been the last time
i believe
to have given my soul away
now there is a new me
so proud to be the hating tree
my arms out-stretched - they will withstand most everything
now there is a new me
so sad to be the hating tree
