Verse 1: 
 Been around the world ladies come and go 
 But still I told myself that 
 you weren't one of those 
    Hook: 
 That's what I get for being alive 
 I'm not upset or headed goodbye   
 Chorus: 
 Tried to love you tried to please you 
 Never made a difference I see 
 You shoulda known better 
 I feel so dumb 
 Made you the one 
 Never made a difference I see 
 You shoulda known better   
 Verse 2: 
 Such a perfect love 
 Or so I thought it was 
 But you were loving you 
 Girl instead of loving us   
 Hook 
 That's what I get for being alive 
 I'm not upset or headed goodbye     
 Bridge: 
 Girl you really don't believe 
 how much I love you 
 And you really don't believe hoe much I care 
 So I guess I made a fool out of myself 
 But believe me 
 It won't happen again   
 (C.B.) 
 You're part of me son don't let me jump in Case 
 And do the shit I don't know what 
 you're talkin bout dog 
 Stopped this young thing from eating pork 
 Now she on the phone hollerin 
 fuck you and child support 
 Talkin that I ain't got no cream 
 And the kids don't get it 
 cause soon as she get she gone 
 spend it 
 And that's what get just for loving her more 
 Got me feelin like a stranger 
 when I walk in the door 
 Looking at me like its my fault 
 With devious thoughts in 
 the back of her wishing the 
 kid fall off 
 And get laid off, or get 
 sprayed off and lose my face 
 But I refuse like a plane I'ma take off 
 And lose my career now that I'm 
 alone I think without fear