I wake up feeling heavy
When the air is paper thin
I pretend that I am happy
A battle I can't win
I know it's been a while
But my scars will never heal
When I tell them open every time
To remember how to feel
Ah, these thoughts keep taking over
Like a war inside my mind
They say I'm not enough
I can't do this every night
And I finally found the reason
I'll never get this right
Won't get this right
If I had to do it all again
I wouldn't have made myself believe
There's gold under the surface
Or broke me to be perfect
'Cause all that I've seen
Are these
These hollow dreams
These hollow dreams
Still fighting feeling worthless
Even if I win
Still searching for a purpose
Knowing I'll just ruin it
And I know it's been a while
But I'm still crumbling
I push it down all the time
'Cause I'm too afraid to feel
Ah, these thoughts keep taking over
Like a war inside my mind
They say I'm not enough
I can't do this every night
And I finally found the reason
I'll never get this right
Won't get this right
If I had to do it all again
I wouldn't have made myself believe
There's gold under the surface
Or broke me to be perfect
'Cause all that I've seen
Are these
These hollow dreams
If I had to do it all again
I wouldn't have made myself believe
There's gold under the surface
Or broke me to be perfect
'Cause all that I've seen
Are these
Hollow dreams
