If I hadn't met you
Would I be all alone
Hiding in my bedroom
Living life through a phone
I'm scared
Of everything and everyone
Everything I haven't done yet
My head is in its own
I was a dreamer, but I hit my ceiling
I lie awake stone-cold most evenings
I hit the bleachers instead of playing
'Cause I gave up when it got frustrating
But then you find someone in your bed
Who doesn't hate the things that go in your head
And out of everybody else that I've met
It's you
You, if I didn't have you
I don't think I'd even leave my home
Wouldn't have no place to go, go
You, if I didn't have you
I don't think I'd be the same
I won't ever let you, let you go, go
If I hadn't met you
Would I lie through my teeth
Hiding all the rest, you
Got the best part of me
I'm scared
Of letting anybody get
Close enough to have regrets
I get if you wanna go
I was a dreamer, but I hit my ceiling
I lie awake stone-cold most evenings
I hit the bleachers instead of playing
'Cause I gave up when it got frustrating
But then you find someone in your bed
Who doesn't hate the things that go in your head
And out of everybody else that I've met
It's you
You, if I didn't have you
I don't think I'd even leave my home
Wouldn't have no place to go, go
You, if I didn't have you
I don't think I'd be the same
I won't ever let you, let you go, go
My bed is so tired of me
All the demons in my head are lying to me
There's a war between myself and who I'm tryna be
Now I don't know how to function in society
One two three medications
Just so I can have a fucking normal conversation
I sleep better when I've been sedated
I'm scared of everybody else and I hate it
You, if I didn't have you
I don't think I'd even leave my home
Wouldn't have no place to go, go
You, if I didn't have you
I don't think I'd be the same
I won't ever let you, let you go, go
