I never told this to anyone. I'm just trying to move past But lately it seems Like my insecurities got the best of me And I'm no longer in control No one should ever have to feel like this To feel like me! And even though the good I have Outweighs the bad The bad's what's leaving me with sleepless nights
I spent most of my time arguing with my own reflection For no apparent reason And it may seem as if I have all the answers But I'm just as lost as you I spent the past few years trying to overcome My own misery But these sort of things take time And I'm running out of mine
So I won't pray to a God that isn't there To a world that doesn't hear To anyone who will listen To keep me from becoming Everything I promised myself that I would never be I do not deserve this!
