Happier Now

Call it off, call it off
Got a dead man's drone tonight
Better off if you leave me here to die
'Cause things went better in my mind
And my mind is made, so call it off, call it off
I should just go home tonight
Better off if I never go outside again
Can I pretend like everything is fine right where it is?

Are you happier now?
With that blood in your mouth?
Spent your life striving to surface
But now you're not so certain
Are you happier now?
With your happier sounds?
Did you find it wasn't worth it?
Or find a different person overground

I tried to take a different path, but couldn't take the hint
Get familiar with some feelings less acquainted with
Always turning like the weather, it's the same old shit
What's the point in getting better when the game is rigged?
Well, that's how it's always been, that's our relationship
I find the light, you close the blinds, you can't relate to it
But that's a darker conversation, we can table it
Because you never want to listen to a brighter disposition anyway
You win

Are you happier now?
With that blood in your mouth?
Spent your life striving to surface
But now you're not so certain
Are you happier now?
With your happier sounds?
Did you find it wasn't worth it?
Or find a different person overground

Took my mind and got it right
God forbid I ever feel alive, feel alive
Looked for something deep inside
Offerings and honest sacrifice, sacrifice
Alter my life for some cheap acceptance
All for my peace again

Are you happier now?
With that blood in your mouth?
Spent your life striving to surface
But now you're not so certain
Are you happier now?
With your happier sounds?
Did you find it wasn't worth it?
Or find a different person
Are you happier now?
With that blood in your mouth?
Spent your life striving to surface
But now you're not so certain
Are you happier now?
With your happier sounds?
Did you find it wasn't worth it?
Or find a different person overground