boy

It don't make sense to me
It don't make sense to me anymore
I’ve been so harsh these days
I'm chained to something that I had before

Boy, I'm not taking a chance
'Cause I don’t wanna know
And just because I knew I had to take a choice
Doesn’t mean that I can
You turned me into two
I can’t run back to you

I can’t flip the page, I tried but it won’t budge
So stuck up about it, I don’t think I’ll ever learn
I don’t wanna turn into what I hate the most
And I'm so sick of the change
We’ve been so harsh these days
And I can’t seem to tell you why
I’ve been getting more distant
The paper yellows, as time goes by

It makes me sick to think
You never even gave it thought
So tell me something that I know I'm not

Boy, I'm not taking a chance
'Cause I don’t wanna know, know
And just because I had a choice
It doesn’t make it much more obvious
It’s not easy like you make it seem
Not as simple as just you and me

Why can’t you be my boy?
I did it all for you
And I've planned so many things
So much I meant to do
Now, I've been feeling so afraid
But you don’t even wanna know
Boy, you don’t even wanna know

If I ran back to your loaded gun
And I spent one day under your wing
Doing whatever I wanna do
Staying wherever I need to be

Boy, throw away my one chance
I was looking at you
Noise, I don’t even get words
You split me in two
It all went sideways
When I got everyone figured out
Stepping all over us
In your garbage after throwing it out
It’s for the weak
So, I guess that means you did it for me
So, I guess that means you did it for me
So, I guess that means you did it for her