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Ethel Cain - Strangers
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Ethel Cain - Crush
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Ethel Cain - Nettles
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Ethel Cain - Waco, Texas
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Ethel Cain - Sun Bleached Flies
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Ethel Cain - Inbred
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Ethel Cain - Ptolemaea
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Ethel Cain - A House In Nebraska
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Ethel Cain - Tempest
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Ethel Cain - Family Tree
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Ethel Cain - Dust Bowl
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Ethel Cain - American Teenager
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Ethel Cain - Fuck Me Eyes
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Ethel Cain - Hard Times
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Ethel Cain - Family Tree (Intro)
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Ethel Cain - Knuckle Velvet (feat. Yah Wav)
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Ethel Cain - Janie
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Ethel Cain - Punish
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Ethel Cain - 78fahrenheit (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Thoroughfare
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Ethel Cain - Homecoming
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Ethel Cain - Perverts
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Ethel Cain - Western Nights
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Ethel Cain - tongue
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Ethel Cain - Crying During Sex
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Ethel Cain - Gibson Girl
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Ethel Cain - God’s Country (feat. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal)
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Ethel Cain - Golden Age
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Ethel Cain - A Knock At The Door
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Ethel Cain - Amber Waves
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Ethel Cain - xxxxxxxxxx
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Ethel Cain - Romeo's Daddy
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Ethel Cain - Vacillator
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Ethel Cain - August Underground
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Ethel Cain - Head in the Wall
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Ethel Cain - Unpunishable
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Ethel Cain - Great Wide Nowhere
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Ethel Cain - Lilies
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Ethel Cain - housofpsychoticwomn
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Ethel Cain - Michelle Pfeiffer (feat. lil aaron)
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Ethel Cain - Pulldrone
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Ethel Cain - Televangelism
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Ethel Cain - Onanist
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Ethel Cain - Verona
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Ethel Cain - Cold Food
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Ethel Cain - famous last words (an ode to eaters)
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Ethel Cain - Radio Towers
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Ethel Cain - A Long, Unfortunate While
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Ethel Cain - Casings
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Ethel Cain - Etienne
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Ethel Cain - Lead Poisoning
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Ethel Cain - Mondays
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Ethel Cain - punish (demo II)
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Ethel Cain - Two-Headed Mother
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Ethel Cain - Everytime (feat. Dent May)
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Ethel Cain - Misuse Oh
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Ethel Cain - Strangers (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Sunday Morning
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Ethel Cain - Willoughby's Interlude
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Ethel Cain - 001
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Ethel Cain - Age of Delilah
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Ethel Cain - For Sure
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Ethel Cain - Perverts Meditation
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Ethel Cain - Stomping Ground
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Ethel Cain - Thatorchia
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Ethel Cain - Willoughby's Theme
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Ethel Cain - 002
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Ethel Cain - 003
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Ethel Cain - 010
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Ethel Cain - Aging Young Women (feat. Anna Von Hausswolff)
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Ethel Cain - Apologetics
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Ethel Cain - Dog Days
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Ethel Cain - Ethel
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Ethel Cain - Half-Cocked
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Ethel Cain - Powerline Valley
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Ethel Cain - Starvation (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Succubus
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Ethel Cain - Two Children In A Motel
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Ethel Cain - Vultures (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Womb
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Ethel Cain - 004
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Ethel Cain - 005
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Ethel Cain - 007
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Ethel Cain - 008
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Ethel Cain - 009
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Ethel Cain - 012
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Ethel Cain - 013
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Ethel Cain - 014.0
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Ethel Cain - 8 Hour Days (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Archangels
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Ethel Cain - Bruises
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Ethel Cain - Chapel Hill
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Ethel Cain - Earnhardt
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Ethel Cain - God Complex (Intro)
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Ethel Cain - Good Boy (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - Growing Pains
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Ethel Cain - Hitch Party (feat. Frank)
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Ethel Cain - Iron Maiden
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Ethel Cain - Nightmares (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - Saddle Up!
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Ethel Cain - Sex Change
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Ethel Cain - Trucker's Chapel
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Ethel Cain - Tube (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Varnish
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Ethel Cain - Wellwater
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Ethel Cain - Wrestling In Dirt Pits
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Ethel Cain - A Portrait Of My Love On Her Knees
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Ethel Cain - Antebellum (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Arsony (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Bambi
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Ethel Cain - Born To Die
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Ethel Cain - Cherubim
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Ethel Cain - Child Of Cain
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Ethel Cain - Churchyard (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Cremorium (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Doe Hunting
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Ethel Cain - Down South
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Ethel Cain - Eden (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - For Matt (Forever Ago)
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Ethel Cain - Have You Told Your Wife? (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Highway Horses (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Hospital Beds (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Kudzu
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Ethel Cain - Mama
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Ethel Cain - New Mexico Dream
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Ethel Cain - No Rest for the Wicked
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Ethel Cain - Plague (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Poacher's Pride
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Ethel Cain - Powder Blue Caroline (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Room 209
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Ethel Cain - S.M.F.S.P.
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Ethel Cain - Sacrilege
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Ethel Cain - Selby Wall
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Ethel Cain - Sempervirens (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Teddy (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - The Altar (Reprise)
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Ethel Cain - The God
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Ethel Cain - The Wake (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - Vocalize (Demo #2)
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Ethel Cain - Witheout (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - Your Jacket
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Ethel Cain - من النهر (From the River)
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Ethel Cain - A Good Day for a Wedding
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Ethel Cain - A House In Nebraska (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - A Lullaby For Judas
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Ethel Cain - Achyls
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Ethel Cain - Ad Nauseam
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Ethel Cain - Adolescence (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Always (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Antlers
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Ethel Cain - Apostate (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Black and Blue (feat. Kabel)
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Ethel Cain - Brood X
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Ethel Cain - Casey (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Celestia
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Ethel Cain - Colossus
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Ethel Cain - Death Rattle (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Embarrassing
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Ethel Cain - Fear No Plague
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Ethel Cain - Florida Heat (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - Gold Cross (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - He's Closing On Me
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Ethel Cain - Hospital Beds II (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - I Am Gravid With An Angel (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Independence Day
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Ethel Cain - Infirmary
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Ethel Cain - Jesus Loves You
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Ethel Cain - Just Snorted a Pill
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Ethel Cain - Kennedy Drive (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Louisiana
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Ethel Cain - Maïa
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Ethel Cain - Make Room In Hell (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Matriach1
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Ethel Cain - Meet Me Anywhere (feat. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal)
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Ethel Cain - Mourning After (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - Perry
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Ethel Cain - Portland (Interlude)
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Ethel Cain - Princess Ketamine
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Ethel Cain - Rosary
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Ethel Cain - Saint Judas (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Scarlet Letter (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Shrines
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Ethel Cain - Skinheads
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Ethel Cain - Stoker (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Sunday Morning (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Tentillforever (feat. Michael Ollin Miller)
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Ethel Cain - The Altar
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Ethel Cain - The Epitaph (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - There's Something Wrong With Me
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Ethel Cain - Vacancy
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Ethel Cain - Vessels
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Ethel Cain - Virginity (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Vocalize (Demo #1)
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Ethel Cain - Wake Up Call (feat. Aaleyx) (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - White Van
Varnish
Ethel Cain
It's a portrait of what I once had with you
Bloody reds and virgin blues
Where we danced, laughing in the hues
Now form a bruise
I burnt all my candles waiting up for you
Told myself that you'd come back if I prayed hard enough
And I knew it wasn't true, 'cause I had so much left to lose
But not my youth
So I got my brushes
And I painted you right out because
I tried, I did
I ripped myself right open just to let you in
But it hurt, it hurt so much
So I took all of my black and covered up the evidence
What once was young now grows old
In a frame of black and gold
Your body sprawled out on the sheets
Veins of blue and eyes of green
And flushed cheeks of vibrant pinks
In that painting
It was just as much my fault
As it was yours
I painted you a saint, and myself a whore
As I thought of what you tarnished, my tears ruined all the varnish
But still, I kept it (Still, I kept it, still, I kept it)
'Cause if I forget you, and you come back
I might forgive you
I tried, I did
I ripped myself right open just to let you in
But it hurt, it hurt so much
So I took all of my black and covered up the evidence
What once was there has now been lost
And you took the fruit and I paid the cost
I'll sing a song for you in the evening
When the Sun goes down and it's too dark to see
Please don't ever seek me out, 'cause I could not turn you away
I never thought to learn how
I'll sing a song for you in the evening
When the Sun goes down and it's too dark to see
Please don't ever seek me out, 'cause I could not turn you away
I never thought to learn how
I'll sing a song for you in the evening
When the Sun goes down and it's too dark to see
Please don't ever seek me out, 'cause I could not turn you away
I never thought to learn how
God knows I tried, I did
I ripped myself right open just to let you in
God knows I tried, I did
I ripped myself right open just to let you in
But it hurt, oh, it hurt, it hurt so much
So I took all of my black and covered up the evidence
I'm all out of tears
'Cause I cried them all
When I gave you my best years
So I'll rip that painting from my wall
For I've no more room in my house for you, my dear, oh
So I took fire to my art and then I set alight myself
And at last, I could die with you
I always wanted nothing else