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Ethel Cain - Nettles
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Ethel Cain - Strangers
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Ethel Cain - Sun Bleached Flies
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Ethel Cain - Crush
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Ethel Cain - Homecoming
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Ethel Cain - Waco, Texas
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Ethel Cain - Ptolemaea
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Ethel Cain - American Teenager
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Ethel Cain - Dust Bowl
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Ethel Cain - Fuck Me Eyes
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Ethel Cain - Family Tree
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Ethel Cain - A House In Nebraska
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Ethel Cain - Janie
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Ethel Cain - Hard Times
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Ethel Cain - Knuckle Velvet (feat. Yah Wav)
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Ethel Cain - Gibson Girl
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Ethel Cain - Inbred
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Ethel Cain - Family Tree (Intro)
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Ethel Cain - Crying During Sex
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Ethel Cain - Tempest
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Ethel Cain - Thoroughfare
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Ethel Cain - Punish
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Ethel Cain - Great Wide Nowhere
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Ethel Cain - 78fahrenheit (demo)
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Ethel Cain - Michelle Pfeiffer (feat. lil aaron)
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Ethel Cain - Perverts
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Ethel Cain - punish (demo II)
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Ethel Cain - A Knock At The Door
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Ethel Cain - Mondays
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Ethel Cain - Vacillator
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Ethel Cain - Tongue
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Ethel Cain - Amber Waves
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Ethel Cain - Western Nights
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Ethel Cain - Romeo's Daddy
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Ethel Cain - housofpsychoticwomn
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Ethel Cain - American Teenager (Extended)
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Ethel Cain - Unpunishable
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Ethel Cain - Golden Age
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Ethel Cain - God’s Country (feat. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal)
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Ethel Cain - Lilies
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Ethel Cain - Pulldrone
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Ethel Cain - A Lullaby For Judas
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Ethel Cain - Etienne
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Ethel Cain - For Sure
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Ethel Cain - Head in the Wall
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Ethel Cain - Onanist
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Ethel Cain - A Long, Unfortunate While
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Ethel Cain - August Underground
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Ethel Cain - Earnhardt
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Ethel Cain - Dog Days
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Ethel Cain - Radio Towers
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Ethel Cain - Willoughby's Theme
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Ethel Cain - Wrestling In Dirt Pits
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Ethel Cain - Everytime (feat. Dent May)
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Ethel Cain - Misuse Oh
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Ethel Cain - shrug (janie demo)
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Ethel Cain - Two-Headed Mother
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Ethel Cain - Willoughby's Interlude
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Ethel Cain - xxxxxxxxxx
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Ethel Cain - Ad Nauseam
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Ethel Cain - famous last words (an ode to eaters)
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Ethel Cain - Selby Wall
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Ethel Cain - Sunday Morning
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Ethel Cain - tempest (demo I)
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Ethel Cain - Thatorchia
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Ethel Cain - Ethel
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Ethel Cain - Good Boy (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - Growing Pains
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Ethel Cain - Half-Cocked
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Ethel Cain - Hitch Party (feat. Frank)
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Ethel Cain - nettles (miserable demo)
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Ethel Cain - Verona
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Ethel Cain - a house in nebraska (demo)
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Ethel Cain - Achyls
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Ethel Cain - Age of Delilah
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Ethel Cain - Antlers
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Ethel Cain - Bruises
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Ethel Cain - Powerline Valley
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Ethel Cain - Saddle Up!
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Ethel Cain - Televangelism
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Ethel Cain - tempest (demo II)
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Ethel Cain - Chapel Hill
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Ethel Cain - Child Of Cain
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Ethel Cain - Churchyard (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Give Until There's Nothing Left
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Ethel Cain - Gold Cross (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Highway Horses (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Jesus Loves You
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Ethel Cain - Lead Poisoning
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Ethel Cain - The Epitaph (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Vacancy
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Ethel Cain - 001
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Ethel Cain - Celestia
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Ethel Cain - Cold Food
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Ethel Cain - Doe Hunting
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Ethel Cain - Fear No Plague
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Ethel Cain - Florida Heat (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - God Complex (Intro)
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Ethel Cain - Hospital Beds II (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Infirmary
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Ethel Cain - Make Room In Hell (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Meet Me Anywhere (feat. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal)
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Ethel Cain - Plague (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Poacher's Pride
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Ethel Cain - punish (demo III)
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Ethel Cain - Room 209
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Ethel Cain - Saint Judas (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Skinheads
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Ethel Cain - Stomping Ground
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Ethel Cain - strangers (demo 1)
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Ethel Cain - There's Something Wrong With Me
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Ethel Cain - Varnish
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Ethel Cain - Vessels
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Ethel Cain - Womb
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Ethel Cain - Your Jacket
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Ethel Cain - 000
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Ethel Cain - 009
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Ethel Cain - 011
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Ethel Cain - A Good Day for a Wedding
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Ethel Cain - a knock at the door (demo I)
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Ethel Cain - A Portrait Of My Love On Her Knees
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Ethel Cain - Aging Young Women (feat. Anna Von Hausswolff)
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Ethel Cain - Apostate (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Archangels
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Ethel Cain - Bambi
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Ethel Cain - Casey (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Casings
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Ethel Cain - Cherubim
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Ethel Cain - Death Rattle (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Down South
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Ethel Cain - Hospital Beds (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - I Am Gravid With An Angel (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - i hope i die before you
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Ethel Cain - Iron Maiden
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Ethel Cain - Mourning After (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - Nightmares (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - Princess Ketamine
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Ethel Cain - Rabid
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Ethel Cain - Rosary
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Ethel Cain - S.M.F.S.P.
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Ethel Cain - Sacrilege
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Ethel Cain - Sex Change
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Ethel Cain - Starvation (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - tempest (short demo)
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Ethel Cain - The Altar
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Ethel Cain - The God
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Ethel Cain - The Wake (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - Trucker's Chapel
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Ethel Cain - Two Children In A Motel
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Ethel Cain - Virginity (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Vocalize (Demo #2)
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Ethel Cain - White Van
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Ethel Cain - Whiteout (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - 000.1
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Ethel Cain - 002
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Ethel Cain - 003
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Ethel Cain - 004
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Ethel Cain - 005
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Ethel Cain - 006
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Ethel Cain - 007
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Ethel Cain - 008
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Ethel Cain - 010
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Ethel Cain - 012
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Ethel Cain - 013
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Ethel Cain - 014.0
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Ethel Cain - 015
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Ethel Cain - 8 Hour Days (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - a knock at the door (demo II)
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Ethel Cain - Adolescence (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Always (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Antebellum (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Apologetics
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Ethel Cain - Arsony (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Black and Blue (feat. Kabel)
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Ethel Cain - Born To Die
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Ethel Cain - Brood X
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Ethel Cain - clarity (feat. ΛTLΛS)
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Ethel Cain - Colossus
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Ethel Cain - come up
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Ethel Cain - Cremorium (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Crosscuntry (Sacrilege Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Dust Bowl (demo I)
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Ethel Cain - Eden (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Embarrassing
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Ethel Cain - Fever
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Ethel Cain - For Matt (Forever Ago)
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Ethel Cain - Get On With Me
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Ethel Cain - Have You Told Your Wife? (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - He's Closing On Me
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Ethel Cain - Hunny
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Ethel Cain - Independence Day
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Ethel Cain - Just Snorted a Pill
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Ethel Cain - Kennedy Drive (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Kudzu
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Ethel Cain - Louisiana
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Ethel Cain - Maïa
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Ethel Cain - Mama
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Ethel Cain - Matriach1
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Ethel Cain - nettles (demo i)
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Ethel Cain - New Mexico Dream
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Ethel Cain - No Rest for the Wicked
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Ethel Cain - Paris
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Ethel Cain - Perry
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Ethel Cain - Perverts Meditation
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Ethel Cain - Portland (Interlude)
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Ethel Cain - Powder Blue Caroline (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Scarlet Letter (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Sempervirens (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Shrines
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Ethel Cain - Stoker (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Strangers (Demo II)
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Ethel Cain - Strangers (Demo III)
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Ethel Cain - Strangers (Demo IV)
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Ethel Cain - Succubus
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Ethel Cain - Sunday Morning (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Tammy Faye
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Ethel Cain - Teddy (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Tentillforever (feat. Michael Ollin Miller)
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Ethel Cain - The Altar (Reprise)
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Ethel Cain - Tube (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Vocalize (Demo #1)
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Ethel Cain - Vultures (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Waco, Texas (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Wake Up Call (feat. Aaleyx) (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Wellwater
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Ethel Cain - willoughby's interlude (demo)
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Ethel Cain - Witheout (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - من النهر (From the River)
Waco, Texas
Ethel Cain
Always tugging at me like he's running out of daylight
Yeah, my baby acts cool but they all know something ain't right, ain't right
Only acting this cool when he's walking with me
1998 forever and a day
I keep the pictures hanging where the world can see 'em
I hope I die today
Save me from another late night of red eyes
But then the morning comes
You were there looking for me but I
I was gone, turned my back for a moment and
You had fallen apart
They've been promising the lights as we beg for our lives
Selling pages of the times we've been waiting on
Now the weight's too much and I can't hold you anymore
How much of a cruel year can you call my fault?
Not even the memories are immortal
Terrified on this side of a conversation
A conversation we'll never come back from
I'll never live it down if I never get around it
'Cause goddammit, I did it to myself in hindsight
I liked him 'cause his rule was: Do whatever you like, and I tried, alright
Now I'll wear these scars for life
I loved you when it hurt inside to
But in the low light
You know I'd do anything for you
You know I'd do anything for you
You know it's true, 'cause I've said it to you
Held in my arms, I swore I'd be good to you
Then sat and watched as you walked away from me
Yeah, you’ve changed
But did I ever know you
Or did I hold you
Facing away from me
The air in your room never moves
Live and die by TV no one’s watching
Do you hate me?
When this is over
Maybe then we’ll get some sleep
I’ve been picking names for our children
You’ve been wondering how you’re gonna feed them
Love is not enough in this world
But I still believe in Nebraska dreaming
Cause I’d rather die
Than be anything but your girl
I never meant to hurt you
But somehow, I knew I would
Will it be like this forever?
I’d reach into your body
And fix you if I could
Will I feel like this forever?
Are you angry?
Do you hate me?
Darling, time may forgive me
But I won’t
You know I'd do anything for you
You know it's true, 'cause I've said it to you
Held in my arms, I swore I'd be good to you
Then sat and watched
As you walked away from me
So I bled til I cried, til I felt I might die
To be known the way you should
Is to put yourself through hell
Still I waited and tried, til it killed me
Cause you’re right
I can wait if I want
But it’ll never be good enough like I
Want to believe it is