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Ethel Cain - Nettles
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Ethel Cain - Strangers
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Ethel Cain - Waco, Texas
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Ethel Cain - Crush
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Ethel Cain - Ptolemaea
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Ethel Cain - Fuck Me Eyes
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Ethel Cain - Dust Bowl
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Ethel Cain - American Teenager
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Ethel Cain - Sun Bleached Flies
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Ethel Cain - Family Tree
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Ethel Cain - Tempest
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Ethel Cain - Janie
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Ethel Cain - Inbred
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Ethel Cain - Family Tree (Intro)
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Ethel Cain - A House In Nebraska
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Ethel Cain - Hard Times
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Ethel Cain - A Knock At The Door
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Ethel Cain - Thoroughfare
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Ethel Cain - Gibson Girl
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Ethel Cain - Punish
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Ethel Cain - Perverts
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Ethel Cain - Crying During Sex
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Ethel Cain - Western Nights
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Ethel Cain - Homecoming
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Ethel Cain - Knuckle Velvet (feat. Yah Wav)
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Ethel Cain - Vacillator
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Ethel Cain - Pulldrone
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Ethel Cain - Romeo's Daddy
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Ethel Cain - Amber Waves
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Ethel Cain - August Underground
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Ethel Cain - Golden Age
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Ethel Cain - Head in the Wall
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Ethel Cain - housofpsychoticwomn
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Ethel Cain - Radio Towers
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Ethel Cain - Unpunishable
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Ethel Cain - Verona
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Ethel Cain - God’s Country (feat. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal)
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Ethel Cain - punish (demo II)
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Ethel Cain - Strangers (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - tongue
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Ethel Cain - Willoughby's Theme
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Ethel Cain - Everytime (feat. Dent May)
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Ethel Cain - Lilies
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Ethel Cain - Michelle Pfeiffer (feat. lil aaron)
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Ethel Cain - Televangelism
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Ethel Cain - Onanist
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Ethel Cain - Selby Wall
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Ethel Cain - xxxxxxxxxx
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Ethel Cain - Casings
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Ethel Cain - famous last words (an ode to eaters)
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Ethel Cain - Thatorchia
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Ethel Cain - Etienne
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Ethel Cain - Mondays
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Ethel Cain - Willoughby's Interlude
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Ethel Cain - 78fahrenheit (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Age of Delilah
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Ethel Cain - Antlers
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Ethel Cain - Dog Days
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Ethel Cain - Great Wide Nowhere
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Ethel Cain - Child Of Cain
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Ethel Cain - Half-Cocked
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Ethel Cain - Sunday Morning
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Ethel Cain - Two-Headed Mother
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Ethel Cain - Bambi
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Ethel Cain - Fear No Plague
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Ethel Cain - Good Boy (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - Hitch Party (feat. Frank)
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Ethel Cain - Misuse Oh
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Ethel Cain - Perverts Meditation
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Ethel Cain - Stoker (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - 013
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Ethel Cain - For Sure
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Ethel Cain - Meet Me Anywhere (feat. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal)
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Ethel Cain - Saddle Up!
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Ethel Cain - Sunday Morning (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Vacancy
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Ethel Cain - 004
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Ethel Cain - 007
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Ethel Cain - 008
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Ethel Cain - 009
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Ethel Cain - 012
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Ethel Cain - 014.0
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Ethel Cain - A Good Day for a Wedding
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Ethel Cain - A Lullaby For Judas
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Ethel Cain - A Portrait Of My Love On Her Knees
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Ethel Cain - Achyls
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Ethel Cain - Ad Nauseam
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Ethel Cain - Adolescence (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Always (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Born To Die
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Ethel Cain - Bruises
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Ethel Cain - Casey (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Celestia
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Ethel Cain - Chapel Hill
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Ethel Cain - Cherubim
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Ethel Cain - Churchyard (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Colossus
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Ethel Cain - Doe Hunting
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Ethel Cain - Earnhardt
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Ethel Cain - Ethel
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Ethel Cain - Growing Pains
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Ethel Cain - Independence Day
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Ethel Cain - Jesus Loves You
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Ethel Cain - Lead Poisoning
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Ethel Cain - Maïa
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Ethel Cain - Mama
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Ethel Cain - No Rest for the Wicked
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Ethel Cain - Plague (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Poacher's Pride
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Ethel Cain - Powder Blue Caroline (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - S.M.F.S.P.
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Ethel Cain - Sex Change
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Ethel Cain - Skinheads
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Ethel Cain - Succubus
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Ethel Cain - The Altar
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Ethel Cain - There's Something Wrong With Me
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Ethel Cain - Trucker's Chapel
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Ethel Cain - Two Children In A Motel
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Ethel Cain - Vocalize (Demo #1)
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Ethel Cain - Vocalize (Demo #2)
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Ethel Cain - Wellwater
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Ethel Cain - Witheout (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - Wrestling In Dirt Pits
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Ethel Cain - Your Jacket
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Ethel Cain - من النهر (From the River)
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Ethel Cain - 001
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Ethel Cain - 002
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Ethel Cain - 003
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Ethel Cain - 005
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Ethel Cain - 010
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Ethel Cain - 8 Hour Days (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - A House In Nebraska (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - A Long, Unfortunate While
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Ethel Cain - Antebellum (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Apologetics
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Ethel Cain - Apostate (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Archangels
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Ethel Cain - Arsony (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Black and Blue (feat. Kabel)
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Ethel Cain - Brood X
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Ethel Cain - Cold Food
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Ethel Cain - Cremorium (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Death Rattle (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Down South
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Ethel Cain - Eden (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Embarrassing
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Ethel Cain - Florida Heat (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - For Matt (Forever Ago)
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Ethel Cain - God Complex (Intro)
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Ethel Cain - Gold Cross (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Have You Told Your Wife? (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - He's Closing On Me
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Ethel Cain - Highway Horses (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Hospital Beds (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Hospital Beds II (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - I Am Gravid With An Angel (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Infirmary
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Ethel Cain - Iron Maiden
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Ethel Cain - Just Snorted a Pill
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Ethel Cain - Kennedy Drive (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Kudzu
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Ethel Cain - Louisiana
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Ethel Cain - Make Room In Hell (Demo)
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Ethel Cain - Matriach1
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Ethel Cain - Mourning After (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - New Mexico Dream
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Ethel Cain - Nightmares (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - Perry
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Ethel Cain - Portland (Interlude)
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Ethel Cain - Powerline Valley
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Ethel Cain - Princess Ketamine
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Ethel Cain - Room 209
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Ethel Cain - Rosary
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Ethel Cain - Sacrilege
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Ethel Cain - Saint Judas (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Scarlet Letter (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Shrines
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Ethel Cain - Starvation (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Stomping Ground
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Ethel Cain - Teddy (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Tentillforever (feat. Michael Ollin Miller)
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Ethel Cain - The Altar (Reprise)
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Ethel Cain - The Epitaph (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - The God
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Ethel Cain - The Wake (feat. Little Triste)
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Ethel Cain - Tube (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Varnish
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Ethel Cain - Vessels
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Ethel Cain - Virginity (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Vultures (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - Wake Up Call (feat. Aaleyx) (Unreleased)
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Ethel Cain - White Van
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Ethel Cain - Womb
Waco, Texas
Ethel Cain
Always tugging at me like he's running out of daylight
Yeah, my baby acts cool but they all know something ain't right, ain't right
Only acting this cool when he's walking with me
1998 forever and a day
I keep the pictures hanging where the world can see 'em
I hope I die today
Save me from another late night of red eyes
But then the morning comes
You were there looking for me but I
I was gone, turned my back for a moment and
You had fallen apart
They've been promising the lights as we beg for our lives
Selling pages of the times we've been waiting on
Now the weight's too much and I can't hold you anymore
How much of a cruel year can you call my fault?
Not even the memories are immortal
Terrified on this side of a conversation
A conversation we'll never come back from
I'll never live it down if I never get around it
'Cause goddammit, I did it to myself in hindsight
I liked him 'cause his rule was: Do whatever you like, and I tried, alright
Now I'll wear these scars for life
I loved you when it hurt inside to
But in the low light
You know I'd do anything for you
You know I'd do anything for you
You know it's true, 'cause I've said it to you
Held in my arms, I swore I'd be good to you
Then sat and watched as you walked away from me
Yeah, you’ve changed
But did I ever know you
Or did I hold you
Facing away from me
The air in your room never moves
Live and die by TV no one’s watching
Do you hate me?
When this is over
Maybe then we’ll get some sleep
I’ve been picking names for our children
You’ve been wondering how you’re gonna feed them
Love is not enough in this world
But I still believe in Nebraska dreaming
Cause I’d rather die
Than be anything but your girl
I never meant to hurt you
But somehow, I knew I would
Will it be like this forever?
I’d reach into your body
And fix you if I could
Will I feel like this forever?
Are you angry?
Do you hate me?
Darling, time may forgive me
But I won’t
You know I'd do anything for you
You know it's true, 'cause I've said it to you
Held in my arms, I swore I'd be good to you
Then sat and watched
As you walked away from me
So I bled til I cried, til I felt I might die
To be known the way you should
Is to put yourself through hell
Still I waited and tried, til it killed me
Cause you’re right
I can wait if I want
But it’ll never be good enough like I
Want to believe it is