Pictures of god And sin And the pain I've caused Others and myself Float through My mind Like crippled angels Who can neither land Nor find peace
Sadly, I find myself among them
[b) disfigured]
Somebody help me, Somebody save me, I want to drag A blade across my face I'm in conflict With that christ again, Like some unholy Martyr who's dying for sin I want to burn, yeah, I want to bleed You think i'm kidding man, I'm real as real can be I've been feeling Those demons again, Let my cross-eyed Suicide of spirit begin
I feel tight, tight as a fist And somehow blind Like a mind full of ignorance Turned away from the light Pushed away from the light Drawn away from the light I wish judas would kiss me, And take me down, Before i hurt the ones who love me now
I am disfigured, out of control I am disfigured, let my face match my soul
Open your eyes christ, don't turn away All i do, i do for you That your pain not be in vain
