I had a thought
That maybe you'd feel the same way
But I was wrong
And if I say it out loud
It might feel like heartbreak
To someone who might notice
I tried to hope
I stayed by your side, mm
You didn't know
You never even noticed
You smiled and looked away again
Guess I should've known better
I kept a hope
That maybe you'd notice me differently
But each morning I wake
Alone with my thoughts
We play, yet I'm left wanting more
The place inside where I want to be
If only I could open my chest
You might see what's hidden
Sometimes I dream of touching you
Fingers tracing what I can't say
While your mouth devours me in my thoughts
I want you so fucking badly
I tried to speak
But my voice cracked in the air
Some said I should move on
Like it's simple to stop feeling
It could've been a moment
But it lingered like a shadow
And it feels like the days stretch endlessly
But I hide what I feel inside
'Cause everyone assumes I'm fine
And I can't let them see
I kept a hope
That maybe you'd notice me differently
But each morning I wake
Alone with my thoughts
We play, yet I'm left wanting more
The place inside where I want to be
If only I could open my chest
You might see what's hidden
Some nights I lie awake, wanting you
Touching me in ways I can't confess
I curse the distance between us
Wishing you'd feel this too
