Hit you from behind
She messed up all you though you stood for
Never had a rollercoaster so unkind
Creeping up and then rushing down so fast
Screaming loud
All the time ignoring all my
Questions, pressures to say
What you should say
How you feel today
And I'll force out a smile
A smile that hides behind it
A hand that wants to punch a smile into you
You reeled so surprised when her love went tumbling all around you
Tried to hide from you just how well I'd understand
You retreated into a world where I caused the pain
All the time ignoring all my
Questions, pressures to see
What you should see
What you mean to me
But I'll force out a smile
A smile that hates the things you do
If I could shout, if I could dream
If I could tell the things you dream
If I could draw a picture for you
Of how I feel
The words would fall around your ears
And I'll force out a smile
A smile that hides behind it
A hand that wants to hold you tightly to me
